Forget about a thing called love.

Since I've only half an hour left before I need to get changed, might as well forgo my books and update this space again. Yeah finally visited the doc and got my med, feeling sooo much better now!

I seriously can't wait till exams are over, so many plans I'd like to make and I really wanna fulfill alllll of them, given the free time I have during the hols. No feel for work, or is there anyone who wanna hire me for a month? I don't wanna slog my guts out this hols :( Just wanna travel travel travel.

Did I mention how much I hate bad dreams? Sometimes its so bad till it wakes you up and the first thing you asked yourself whether it was just a dream. Sometimes its so bad and you found yourself in tears when you're awake. I don't have this everytime but when I have it, its very bad, very bad.. Surprisingly I've been sleeping well this days, prolly because of the cough medicine which make me really drowsy. But I hate the waking up part, because yknow you're back to reality and you've to get out of bed, force yourself to get rid of those thoughts that'll prolly kill you, leave you vulnerable. 

Flashbacks. When you're studying or concentrating on something but those flashbacks came and went, leaving you distracted again. Maybe we appeared at the wrong time, maybe its not even supposed to be this way but it ended up something for that few days, and thus the reason to rewind it? Lets just undo our mistakes, if you think the whole thing was a big mistake. 

It will rain.

Seeing this 12hours before paper is no jokeeeee.

Yours truly learnt her lesson: NEVER EVER start memorising 16chapters of notes within 12 hours' time. Rather, from now on I'll take study breaks seriously, promise!

Life's been pretty mundane, frequent SGH and my home more than anything else. On a happier note, dad's on his way to recovery after 2-month long of scans, operations and stuff like that. It've been hard on him :( Next up will be my dearest mom.

Other than that.. Had a pretty good Saturday? Met up with some primary school mates together with former teacher Lynn, finally after 8 YEARS. Haven't seen them for 8 years, minus the times we bumped into each other occasionally but yup, talking about the good old times at Trattoria Pizzeria. Great ambience, great company, great food, what's not to love? :> My night followed by some drinking session at Timbre letting out my frustrations and all, I know I can do it till exams over but at least I feel better now!

Next time people who wanna date me, bring me to Marina Bay premises ok? (LOL) I love the scene at 2am in the morning especially at Merlion Park, its too quiet to be beautiful :)

Uh then my nightmare came. Voiceless for a couple of days, here I am now too, so I can only do typing. Don't like being a sickbird. :( Flubug please go away, I don't like you at all!

"Cos there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby. There'll be no clear skies if I lose you baby" 

This song is still awesome even after replaying nonstop for a week.

I MISS GOOD FOOD!

This was... Before I lost my voice? :( 

Ok, after nearly a week of battling with illnesses and experiencing being mute, yours truly learnt her lessons :D Had porridge for all three/two meals every single day till I was so sick of it. Sigh but what to do? Sometimes its good to go for plain meals hehez. And its good to be a mummy's girl with home cooked meals, I like :D

Had 3 tuition in one go today. Met up with the two girls and had dinner at Crystal Jade. Yes, porridge again. Nua our way at Tamp1 before heading home.

Tomorrow's another home alone day! Gonna pack my wardrobe, finish up what I'm supposed to do for my grp assignments then START on my individual. Sounds like its gonna be a long journey ahead :(

Sick part 2.

:( I thought I've fully recovered from my fever but noooo. Yesterday, I went to school as usual and for project meeting with Pris, Xh, Mh and Ly. Towards the end... I find my voice getting weird and when I wanted to talk louder, it went out of tune LOL. Sigh, what to do leh? I've tuition after that and decided to see the doc because I've got a feeling it'll worsen today and I've got a shock I still have fever when he checked my temperature :O

True enough, I woke up with NO voice at all today. Had a hard time telling my mum I'm not going to school and cancelled my tuition for today. Sigh. The doctor mentioned that he thinks I'm under alot of stress and my illness has got to do with the new environment in. I don't think I'm in alot of stress la, just that I hate travelling to the west, hate to deal with shitty people and my schedule is getting all packed up because of tuition. Oh and maybe my 'stress' made my auntie reluctant to visit me this month leh. How bad is my health now man....

What are my meals for day? Needless to say; porridge and the pills above. :( I want my voice back please.......

Fever is such a spoiler >:(

After close to 3 months of not seeing each other, we girls finally met up with each other yesterday! <3 Super loved hehe. 

But yours truly just have to fall sick at the wrong time and as a result? I had apple juice + 2 slices of pizza + 2 prawns. How pathetic is that right... :( Luckily Jiebing has got her panadol extra, took it and managed to survive throughout the night ah, if not I think I wouldn't even have the appetite to eat anything at all :(

Talked and laughed about school work, work life of the others. Miss the times when we had such gatherings like this...

This girl met up with me earlier and though she was half an hour late. Took alotttt of pictures together in case next time we don't have any chance hahahah choy!

:( I KO-ed the moment I was home and was shivering like mad even though I didn't have my aircon on, didn't know my fever was that bad till I took a temp of it :O Slept allll the way till this morning, managed to survived that 1.5hrs of tuition but cabbed home. Hate fevers. It makes your whole body ache and head pain till you really wanna be in a coma till you fully recover. Sigh..

Sickly weekend.

Definitely not one of the weekends I loved most. ):

Even though I was sick, still went on to meet A for a movie @Cathay. Monga is not bad IMO. Had dinner at PS and walked a few rounds before getting some groceries at Carrefour. Bought this flu medicine from the pharmacy too. At the end of the day, thanks for sending me home my dear, I needed that ):

When I got homeee, I hopped onto bed within an hour. Woke up after 14hrs of sleep but still feeling the same just that the cough got better (?) Went for tuition, the new tutee cancelled his/her tuition today because she/he is sick too. Wheeee.

Okay, that's how I spent my weekend. Boring much. Thanks to my flu.

Now what? Back to hectic school life again.

TGIF.

Week 1 of Year 3 went by.

Yesterday, I spent the whole time sleeping away. Not because I was tired, but because I wasn't feeling well and just wanted to stay in bed under the blanket even without the aircon. ): Supposed to have lunch w/ Mm and Xh but ended up... Hahahaha. Lecture is so boring like always. Was famished and went TM w/ some of the girls. Din Tai Fung xiao long bao!! :D Off to Toysrus while Jiebing hunt for her present. That was when I started to feel ... just no more energy to walk anymore. Bid goodbyes, endured the whole bus trip which seemed so long because my head felt so heavy :(

Just had panadol, my nose is leaking nonstop. Hopefully to feel better so I'd be able to see A tomorrow and not cancelling my tuitions on Sunday. Just wanna enjoy my weekends from now on. Next week onwards gonna be busy/torturous.