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Best lovers or best friends?

The cooling weather's been keeping myself at home for the past few days, don't even wanna get out of bed at times hehe :> Met up with Zengting for a simple dinner at Hougang on Thursday! Since I've got alllll the time to spend, we went Daiso for some short shopping (hehe) and I went to her house for a short visit! Time spent with her is always good, because we simply talk about everything even if we do not have stuffs to catch up each other with. (L)

My newly bought oven was left aside for two weeks ever since it was delivered to my house, so decided to put into good use on Friday when I stayed home the entire day. I was too careless to forget about my Daddy's birthday too :/ So to make it up at the very last minuteeeee, I baked chocolate cake as requested from him! :D

Spent a whole 4hours in the kitchen doing up allllll the stuffs and it was damn tiresome I swear, especially for a first timer like me for cakes huh :( 

Fyi, it was my first attempt for a classic chocolate cake heh. Don't judge by its look up there, I didn't do the icing because I personally don't like it and too much chocolatey stuffs is not for me. Amazingly, it was awesome! My sis didn't believe it was baked by me lor..... :( I only got to have one slice by myself and the rest were finished yesterday, so can you imagine how good it was? Didn't expect them to have good comments about it because the previous attempts of me baking literally failed lolz. Ok! Will improve on the appearance next time round heh.

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Been spending the first few days of the week roaming around Singapore, even to Sentosa! Life's good though. :) And I finally got to watch a couple of movies, You're the Apple of My Eye was good indeed, kept me reminiscing eh?

Life goes on, people move on. :)

On a side note, RMIT finally released their results yesterday, my heart was pumping fast when Xinghuei called at 730am in the morning to tell me about it. Thank goodness I passed DC!!!!!!!!!! Did better than I expected for the other modules I guess, yours truly will study slightly harder next semester? Thats if my determination don't die off halfway too.. :P

You dont know a thing about me.

Short date with Xinghuei! Got our wallet back and in fact, the Prada logo still doesn't look as stunning as before when I first got it, but at least it does look better? Hmmm.. Anyway, had our late lunch at Pique Nique, virgin visit there eh but the food was not as good as what we thought too, ok la not that bad. I had Classic Benedicts. Just that we noticed the people were ordering desserts like waffle ice cream, cupcakes what lot when I thought the key thing here is the all-day breakfast?!

Though we didn't spend a long time together but eventful things happened ah hahaha. My loots for yesterday? This two pouches which cost <$10! Cheap thrill at H&M hehe.

"We mistakenly assume that if our partners love us, they will react and behave in certain ways - the ways we react and behave when we love someone." - And this is one of the most disastrous assumptions people hold on to that cause a r/s to fail. How true is this? 

Guess what book I'm reading currently? :)

TGIF! Ok no difference to me now that I'm jobless, nothing to do, blahblahblah. :( Been spending my days at home staring at the 4 walls doing absolutely nothing! Went over Nex to visit my ex-colleagues, (wanted to take my claims but failed) and I do miss them! Even if most of them have left.. a couple stayed behind and we had supper together - it was good :) 

And then it was hospital - home - hospital - home. See, life's soooo mundane :( Mum couldn't get to do household chores this days so there weren't any meals for us since two days ago, so settled to buffet dinner last night at TripleThree! My second time there already, the food was still as awesome as ever, best part is they're having 1-for-1 deals now! :D Too bad I didn't bring my camera out though. 

Hate the feeling of not working when everyone else is, no input but loads of output :( Its been so long I had this kinda lifestyle tsk, and I've been so so so bored to the extent of trying to exercise at home! Ok, I'm bored and I'm gonna go out to meet Xinghuei to bring my wallet back from service. Till then! :D

Date with BFF.

Awesome shopping day out with Zengting on Saturday. I think we mastered having to shop for our stuffs AND updating our lives with each other at the same time hahahaha. My memory's really that bad...  can't remember exactly what we did, except the part whereby our legs were worn out from the walks hehe. (I just spent two minutes thinking what we had for dinner -.-) If only she's not working on weekdays, I could just drop by anytime to disturb her! Life's too mundane for me heh.

Woke up slightly earlier on Sunday for buffet lunch at Buffet Town! Forgot to bring my cammie out, but the food was good! :D Since the amount of food I had was alot more than usual, it was my only meal for the day of course, followed by having laoban beancurd before heading home! :D

Actually was just trying my luck, and since there weren't much people (only like 10 ppl ahead of me?) I just spent 10minutes q-ing. It was so smoooooooooooth, but a tad too sweet imo? My family thought so too! 

Monday but no blues! Accompanied dad for his last scoping. Poor him, the past two months' been real hard on him and he lost 12kg (and counting) from all the ops and stuffs. Not used to seeing him so lean leh, miss the fat belly daddy! :( This is what a minor sickness can actually lead to when you drag it for years. Now thats all for him, hopefully it'll be the same case for my mum, thank goodness I'm not working this holiday, at least I can acc this two folks whenever I want to. *Cross fingers*

The hardest thing.

And I won’t forget you, don’t regret you. 

And the hardest thing I’ve had to do is live without you.

And I wonder why we both walked away.

I’m lost without you, still crazy for you.

Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue

And I miss, I miss you.

I can't say the lyrics above relate to me but prolly because I've been through something like this, thus the emotions. Anyway, I fell in love with this song upon the first play. Its 130am in the morning, been camping infront of the comp for dramas - BUT I did hit the gym yesterday! Sometimes it just feels too good having a good sweat and a good bath aftermath! 

Life's good. :) Guess I'm back to being indifferent again. Its not a bad thing afterall, at least I'm not prone to expectations and falls or whatever lot. There were nights I've spent on the bed trying to straighten out my thoughts and I did! I realise when people.. Or at least for me, when my subconscious mind wants something to happen, I'll work towards it without being rational - doing stupid things, having stupid thoughts and just like any other girls, having bad falls. Its common, isn't it?

People have been telling me its not a bad thing having people chasing after you, I'd beg to differ. I don't need all this to make my life happier. Over the years, I've seen enough of crazy scary guys. I'm NOT looking for guys who's best in every single thing (in fact, who does?) - just someone who fulfills everything that I look for in my heart, someone who can touch my heart without having to put extra effort deliberately just to win it. To me, when a guy treats you good doesn't mean you have to like him.. For me, I'm being practical. Feelings come before everything else. Hmm... How to put it? I guess up till now.. Nobody knows what kind of guy I'm in for, only myself. Yeah of course, all my life I've met this particular someone. I don't think I'll meet someone like him again but anyway, its still too early to judge, right? I'm only 20! Long way to go huh. :)