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2011-12-12T12:06:00.001+08:00

Have changed blog url. :)

Best lovers or best friends?

2011-12-04T12:52:00.001+08:00

The cooling weather's been keeping myself at home for the past few days, don't even wanna get out of bed at times hehe :> Met up with Zengting for a simple dinner at Hougang on Thursday! Since I've got alllll the time to spend, we went Daiso for some short shopping (hehe) and I went to her house for a short visit! Time spent with her is always good, because we simply talk about everything even if we do not have stuffs to catch up each other with. (L)

My newly bought oven was left aside for two weeks ever since it was delivered to my house, so decided to put into good use on Friday when I stayed home the entire day. I was too careless to forget about my Daddy's birthday too :/ So to make it up at the very last minuteeeee, I baked chocolate cake as requested from him! :D

Spent a whole 4hours in the kitchen doing up allllll the stuffs and it was damn tiresome I swear, especially for a first timer like me for cakes huh :(

Fyi, it was my first attempt for a classic chocolate cake heh. Don't judge by its look up there, I didn't do the icing because I personally don't like it and too much chocolatey stuffs is not for me. Amazingly, it was awesome! My sis didn't believe it was baked by me lor..... :( I only got to have one slice by myself and the rest were finished yesterday, so can you imagine how good it was? Didn't expect them to have good comments about it because the previous attempts of me baking literally failed lolz. Ok! Will improve on the appearance next time round heh.

Lock my blog, not?

2011-12-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

Been spending the first few days of the week roaming around Singapore, even to Sentosa! Life's good though. :) And I finally got to watch a couple of movies, You're the Apple of My Eye was good indeed, kept me reminiscing eh?

Life goes on, people move on. :)

On a side note, RMIT finally released their results yesterday, my heart was pumping fast when Xinghuei called at 730am in the morning to tell me about it. Thank goodness I passed DC!!!!!!!!!! Did better than I expected for the other modules I guess, yours truly will study slightly harder next semester? Thats if my determination don't die off halfway too.. :P

You dont know a thing about me.

2011-11-26T20:55:00.001+08:00

Short date with Xinghuei! Got our wallet back and in fact, the Prada logo still doesn't look as stunning as before when I first got it, but at least it does look better? Hmmm.. Anyway, had our late lunch at Pique Nique, virgin visit there eh but the food was not as good as what we thought too, ok la not that bad. I had Classic Benedicts. Just that we noticed the people were ordering desserts like waffle ice cream, cupcakes what lot when I thought the key thing here is the all-day breakfast?!

Though we didn't spend a long time together but eventful things happened ah hahaha. My loots for yesterday? This two pouches which cost <$10! Cheap thrill at H&M hehe.

"We mistakenly assume that if our partners love us, they will react and behave in certain ways - the ways we react and behave when we love someone." - And this is one of the most disastrous assumptions people hold on to that cause a r/s to fail. How true is this?

Guess what book I'm reading currently? :)

2011-11-25T13:36:00.000+08:00

TGIF! Ok no difference to me now that I'm jobless, nothing to do, blahblahblah. :( Been spending my days at home staring at the 4 walls doing absolutely nothing! Went over Nex to visit my ex-colleagues, (wanted to take my claims but failed) and I do miss them! Even if most of them have left.. a couple stayed behind and we had supper together - it was good :)

And then it was hospital - home - hospital - home. See, life's soooo mundane :( Mum couldn't get to do household chores this days so there weren't any meals for us since two days ago, so settled to buffet dinner last night at TripleThree! My second time there already, the food was still as awesome as ever, best part is they're having 1-for-1 deals now! :D Too bad I didn't bring my camera out though.

Hate the feeling of not working when everyone else is, no input but loads of output :( Its been so long I had this kinda lifestyle tsk, and I've been so so so bored to the extent of trying to exercise at home! Ok, I'm bored and I'm gonna go out to meet Xinghuei to bring my wallet back from service. Till then! :D

Date with BFF.

2011-11-21T23:57:00.001+08:00

Awesome shopping day out with Zengting on Saturday. I think we mastered having to shop for our stuffs AND updating our lives with each other at the same time hahahaha. My memory's really that bad... can't remember exactly what we did, except the part whereby our legs were worn out from the walks hehe. (I just spent two minutes thinking what we had for dinner -.-) If only she's not working on weekdays, I could just drop by anytime to disturb her! Life's too mundane for me heh.

Woke up slightly earlier on Sunday for buffet lunch at Buffet Town! Forgot to bring my cammie out, but the food was good! :D Since the amount of food I had was alot more than usual, it was my only meal for the day of course, followed by having laoban beancurd before heading home! :D

Actually was just trying my luck, and since there weren't much people (only like 10 ppl ahead of me?) I just spent 10minutes q-ing. It was so smoooooooooooth, but a tad too sweet imo? My family thought so too!

Monday but no blues! Accompanied dad for his last scoping. Poor him, the past two months' been real hard on him and he lost 12kg (and counting) from all the ops and stuffs. Not used to seeing him so lean leh, miss the fat belly daddy! :( This is what a minor sickness can actually lead to when you drag it for years. Now thats all for him, hopefully it'll be the same case for my mum, thank goodness I'm not working this holiday, at least I can acc this two folks whenever I want to. *Cross fingers*

The hardest thing.

2011-11-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

And I won’t forget you, don’t regret you.

And the hardest thing I’ve had to do is live without you.

And I wonder why we both walked away.

I’m lost without you, still crazy for you.

Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue

And I miss, I miss you.

I can't say the lyrics above relate to me but prolly because I've been through something like this, thus the emotions. Anyway, I fell in love with this song upon the first play. Its 130am in the morning, been camping infront of the comp for dramas - BUT I did hit the gym yesterday! Sometimes it just feels too good having a good sweat and a good bath aftermath!

Life's good. :) Guess I'm back to being indifferent again. Its not a bad thing afterall, at least I'm not prone to expectations and falls or whatever lot. There were nights I've spent on the bed trying to straighten out my thoughts and I did! I realise when people.. Or at least for me, when my subconscious mind wants something to happen, I'll work towards it without being rational - doing stupid things, having stupid thoughts and just like any other girls, having bad falls. Its common, isn't it?

People have been telling me its not a bad thing having people chasing after you, I'd beg to differ. I don't need all this to make my life happier. Over the years, I've seen enough of crazy scary guys. I'm NOT looking for guys who's best in every single thing (in fact, who does?) - just someone who fulfills everything that I look for in my heart, someone who can touch my heart without having to put extra effort deliberately just to win it. To me, when a guy treats you good doesn't mean you have to like him.. For me, I'm being practical. Feelings come before everything else. Hmm... How to put it? I guess up till now.. Nobody knows what kind of guy I'm in for, only myself. Yeah of course, all my life I've met this particular someone. I don't think I'll meet someone like him again but anyway, its still too early to judge, right? I'm only 20! Long way to go huh. :)

XLB STEAMBOAT!

2011-11-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Ever since dimsum buffet, we girls didn't get to meet up hahaha today is another date planned since last week, our xlb steamboat that we failed to have it since months ago!

3 of us went ahead with some window shopping in town, spending time at Starbucks doing some catchup again while waiting for time to pass and met Siewyin @ Holland V. This girl having her study break but still came lor :D

If you think we're veg lovers, don't judge.

You haven't see how many plates of meat being thrown into the pot only...

Another one of my all time favourite XLB :D

I loveee how we spent time together even just for a dinner, probably its the laughter and company that matters. @lweijin, have a safe trip ok and we'll see you soon for a dinner! (L) @mingmingho, so glad you came, prolly because we don't hang out as often alr and the last time I saw you was last day of paper!!! We will come out together more often k ;)

Luvvv today, lovelubluv. :) Now I can't wait for Christmas 2011!!!!!

The past, present and the future.

2011-11-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

My sis dieeeeee also wanna see me helping her with this selling post. -.- ANYWAY, totally brand new Prada Saffiano Wallet up for sale because I've a spendthrift sis who bought a new wallet before even having the chance to use this. Going at $500 (R.P. $680 I think?) No worries, price negotiable because she wants to get rid of this asap (we have too many things in the room and its taking up every single space!!!!!!) I'm lazy to upload other pictures so... Leave a comment or drop me a text if you need it! :)

Hmm.. Life's been pretty mundane, can't believe I can watch dramas all day long and I'm getting really sick of this kinda life lorrrr. Thank goodness for my friends who asked me out on random days like steamboat dinner at Bugis, chillout at Suntec with J! Shit I really forgot what else....

Spent my Saturday morning with family! Yakun for breaky and off we went to have our missions completed at Best Denki, bought so many stuffs that it seems like we're moving to a new home, hahaha! On a side note, I'm gonna make good use of the new oven once it arrives on Tuesday. Thats if my determination for baking dont die off halfway? :D

Oh and it was a wasted trip down to IMM, freaking watch band will take 6-8 weeks to be exchanged, thats why I need to think twice before sending my watch for service. Regretted taking my wallet for service, it takes 2-3 months but up till now its only a month and it seems sooooooo long. :(

Christmas lights up on Orchard Road! A walk downtown isn't that bad afterall, especially at night, heh.

Okkkk I can't remember exactly what I've done... Anyhow, this upcoming week will be pretty occupied for me I guess? ;) Need to bring my cammie out soon, actually I wanna get Olympus Pen mini so badly.... Alright, till then!

Relax Choya!

2011-11-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

As planned since last week, we girls got up earlier than usual (Ok la only Weijin and I in fact) for dimsum buffet! Can't remember when was the last time I had but we came here thanks to Xinghuei's recommendation! It's @ Ban Heng Resturant heh. The porridge was gooooood, actually their dishes not that bad but.... a little bit salty :/ Maybe not a bit, IS VERY SALTY.

My all-time favourite hargao :>

*gasps* Fried food platter. Don't really like tooooo oily stuffs, but those were ok!

And off we went for a lil shopping at Bugis, wanted to catch a movie but the timeslots were too late; just when we were sitting at a corner thinking where to go/what to do, Weijin suggested Mahjong!

Yours truly almost drove them to nuts at the start of the game, forever and always hahahaha. Remember the last time we had this was 09's Christmas?! Time fliessssssssss.

There goes our day! Can't wait for our XLB buffet which we've been wanting to eat since a month ago. Finally managed to book seats on the 16th! Heh can't wait!

On a side note, most of the guys and their gfs gonna hate this week.... Simply because they got enlisted! Ah, seeing those girls trying to manage their love sicknesses and all, it got me thinking way back to '08 when I went through this, that feeling aint good at all I know. Hi BFF if you're seeing this, I know you can do it! You got to be and you'll be fine my dear! :>

2011-11-09T01:28:00.002+08:00

This was what's been waking me up since two days ago. Okkk it shows 12pm but I've been waking up at at least 2pm in the afternoon since holidays started? :D Anyway, we girls started our groupchat two days ago and it was amazing how we could actually nonsense our way the whole day virtually too. Tsk, and me? Packed my room, bookshelves, books and notes - left the wardrobe and a whole pile of clothes waiting for me hmmm... And indulging myself in dramas and movies all day long, if not out to some random places hehehhhh. THIS.IS.LIFE!

Caught this movie, One Day. Hmmm can I say I'm not quite a romance-show-type of person in cinemas? Especially probably when you watch a trailer like this that goes kinda long winded like 20 yearssssss. But this is one good movie! Oh well, doesn't happen in reality though. ;)

Been so long since I had late lunch/dinner at Xinwang Hk Cafe! Sad to say the standard dropped like dontknowwhattttt there're way better restaurants than those, definitely. :/ Oh and another round of short shopping walk but I've got nothing again. Pffffft.

Alright, I needa wake up early tomorrow and have dimsum buffet with my darlings, so till then! :)

ITS THE HOLIDAYS!

2011-11-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

Finally after a month of torture, I'm free from booooooks! The papers were hell, especially for the last one which I think I'll remodule for it next year, but what to doooo its over :(

As planned, we girls went to have our haircut, they had their treatment (lol) I almost had my hair permed. Still contemplating hmm... Anywayz, spent hours at Starbucks chilling, as usual talking about our future along with some gossips and h2h talks. Me luv it :)

Night was spent at ECP Lagoon, with good food and our sister who's enlisting soon! Udders icecream next and home sweet home. Was dead beat by then...

Had a good 11hours of sleep before heading out to town! Forgotten when was the last time but it disappointed me :( Nothinggggggg to buy, nothinggggg. Oh yeah before that was at Ikea checking out some furniture and stuffs, followed by a late night movie at Cineleisure! Good good Saturday spent ;)

So for the next two months I'm gonna enjoy life, yes definitely! :D

Forget about a thing called love.

2011-10-29T12:45:00.000+08:00

Since I've only half an hour left before I need to get changed, might as well forgo my books and update this space again. Yeah finally visited the doc and got my med, feeling sooo much better now!

I seriously can't wait till exams are over, so many plans I'd like to make and I really wanna fulfill alllll of them, given the free time I have during the hols. No feel for work, or is there anyone who wanna hire me for a month? I don't wanna slog my guts out this hols :( Just wanna travel travel travel.

Did I mention how much I hate bad dreams? Sometimes its so bad till it wakes you up and the first thing you asked yourself whether it was just a dream. Sometimes its so bad and you found yourself in tears when you're awake. I don't have this everytime but when I have it, its very bad, very bad.. Surprisingly I've been sleeping well this days, prolly because of the cough medicine which make me really drowsy. But I hate the waking up part, because yknow you're back to reality and you've to get out of bed, force yourself to get rid of those thoughts that'll prolly kill you, leave you vulnerable.

Flashbacks. When you're studying or concentrating on something but those flashbacks came and went, leaving you distracted again. Maybe we appeared at the wrong time, maybe its not even supposed to be this way but it ended up something for that few days, and thus the reason to rewind it? Lets just undo our mistakes, if you think the whole thing was a big mistake.

It will rain.

2011-10-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

Seeing this 12hours before paper is no jokeeeee.

Yours truly learnt her lesson: NEVER EVER start memorising 16chapters of notes within 12 hours' time. Rather, from now on I'll take study breaks seriously, promise!

Life's been pretty mundane, frequent SGH and my home more than anything else. On a happier note, dad's on his way to recovery after 2-month long of scans, operations and stuff like that. It've been hard on him :( Next up will be my dearest mom.

Other than that.. Had a pretty good Saturday? Met up with some primary school mates together with former teacher Lynn, finally after 8 YEARS. Haven't seen them for 8 years, minus the times we bumped into each other occasionally but yup, talking about the good old times at Trattoria Pizzeria. Great ambience, great company, great food, what's not to love? :> My night followed by some drinking session at Timbre letting out my frustrations and all, I know I can do it till exams over but at least I feel better now!

Next time people who wanna date me, bring me to Marina Bay premises ok? (LOL) I love the scene at 2am in the morning especially at Merlion Park, its too quiet to be beautiful :)

Uh then my nightmare came. Voiceless for a couple of days, here I am now too, so I can only do typing. Don't like being a sickbird. :( Flubug please go away, I don't like you at all!

"Cos there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby. There'll be no clear skies if I lose you baby"

This song is still awesome even after replaying nonstop for a week.

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

2011-10-21T12:52:00.001+08:00

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

By then I'll be a whooping 30! :O 30 years living on Earth and I hope I'm still surviving heh. By then.. I would want some outstanding position in my career, having a blissful family of my own and a loving husband of course.

I don't wanna be a workaholic, but I hope I can mark out something in my career? No, I won't wanna see myself stuck at the same position for YEARS. Family wise, hope I'll be just married by then, probably with no kids or prolly just 1 at the moment. (though I actually don't like the feeling of giving birth, pre and post process, sucks) In terms of friends, of course I wanna keep all them by my side even till 10 years later. Occasional catchups updating each other on our work, husbands, kids and the good ol' times. Not to forget, travelling around! (L)

2011-10-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

Someone once told me I'm actually smart when it comes to catch cheating issues (haha), and guys who knew me would probably wouldn't wanna try their luck doing this, or knowing that their gfs would come looking for me and help them with it hahaha? But one thing for sure, I'm stupid when it comes to looking out for the warning signs, nono, not me, it applies to all girls.

Oh anyway, I've been spending my days away in and out of the hospital again. Gotten down with a slight fever for a couple of days, with mysterious mozzie bites on my thighs and dizzy spells. Gosh I feel like a sickbird -.- I really really hope my dad gets well soon, this period of time is gonna be so tough for him. <3

On a side note, I started to panick for my exams and burning midnight oil since last night, shall continue today too! All the worrying will come later, yeah.

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

2011-10-15T11:17:00.000+08:00

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Single and lovin' it? It is always ironic, when people are attached, they want to be single and when they're single, they want to be attached. For me? I guess it'll take a long time to pluck up the courage and put myself into a r/s again.

People who knew me for years, should know what I've been through ever since my Poly life started. Definitely not the kind of life any girl would wish for! My life was a drama, totally drama and I don't even yearn for it to happen again, haha. Well... it was the same old guys in this couple of years till I finally think that its time to give up. People shouldn't be together at all if they cant even get along. Good guys came, bad ones came and went. I knew the good guys are worth a try but sometimes things cant be forced. Nobody's ever sure they wont turn out the same eventually, though every individual is different.

Single life is good, not awesome but great. I get to go wherever I want to without reporting my responsibilities, be out with whoever I wanna be, no quarrels, no fights, no tears and most importantly no heartbreaks. Other than this factors.. Being single might mean lonely too, especially when you need a person who's there for you 24/7 but you found no one. Somebody to talk on the phone in the wee hours, morning and goodnight texts and all to make your day, someone who just won't break your heart. Someone who's true to you.. Oh this kinda species TOTALLY RARE at our age, or in our generation rather.

Everything else but not studying.

2011-10-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Siewyin, you know I love you! :)

It's been so long since I felt like this, I swear.

Walking aimlessly on the streets with millions of thoughts running on my mind. Tiresome.

Its been only a few days but I'm feeling freaking worn out.

Times like this I really need to know I'm not alone.

Haven't been smiling the whole of today. Not even a slight one, except for the delivery man?

It feels like, the world came crashing down on me all of a sudden. I just hope everything to be fine like before. This is not the worst yet but I fucking don't hope for the worst to come.

:'(

2011-10-11T00:25:00.001+08:00

Saw this on Tumblr and I'm gonna do this soon, since I've all the time in the world hahaha.

30 DAY CHALLENGE

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

Day 15 - Your favourite tumblrs.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

2011-10-09T22:39:00.001+08:00

Today was the only day of the WEEK I woke up when it was already noon. Past few days were shitty, thanks to the reno works which is still going on every single day. -.- Being sucha loving daughter, I brought my dad to his follow-up visit :D One thing I hate about seeing doc is the waiting time needed, and oh I can't believe I actually argued w/ the receptionist too. Lunch with him was <3 too, missed the times.

Impromptu movie Real Steel w/ M, it was gooooooood! :D Satisfied my tauhuay craving aftermath and pizza, heh. That goes my Friday night!

Another impromptu lunch with Jy, whom I havent met ever since last May?!?! Good catchup with him though it was kinda short, (my Bak Kut Teh craving satisfied again yay) I'm guilty how I neglected this friendship of mine over the years, promised to be a better friend from now onwards! :D

Supposedly to have dinner w/ Xh as promised, but before which we went down So-Yea to show our support for PCPY! :D

In case you're wondering why this beancurd looks brownish.... It's the cocoa flavour. Not exaggerating but this is good tauhuay toooooo. You people should try it! So-Yea is located at Downtown East, along the pathway towards Wild Wild Wet. So PCPY, here's my small small advert for you! :D

2011-10-06T23:05:00.001+08:00

So true. Half of the time people living their lives trying to impress others, what for?

I've been drowning myself with thoughts this few days, not good not good. Damn... I can't seem to put into words describing how I'm feeling right now. I thought I myself was strong enough to withstand whatever shit feelings I'll ever come by, but now I'm feeling shitty. What if it'll never work out? Just this thought scares me enough because I've been through the downsides of r/s I wished history will never ever repeat itself again. I thought, over this period of time I've been strong enough to withstand everything else... But I was wrong. Till I met him. Of all guys, just him. WHY?!

On a side note, the freaking renovation works going on every morning just have to deprive me from my sleep, and luckily I got to catch back some of the time in the afternoon :) Need to eat regularly now especially the symptoms are surfacing again.. <<<<< Note to self. THERE GOES MY MUGGING OH NOOOOO!

Tan's.

2011-10-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

Today was a long awaited birthday celebration for Norvan's at the Tan's, yes KS's house. Met the two at Whitesands at a very early timing before heading back to his house for preparation!

Cons came, with her iPad and got us playing the app hahahaha. See! Too engrossed.

Full force today! :> Absolutely loved it, definitely. :)

Weimin left, and we played monopoly to kill time. Spent two hours on it and nonstop laughing. I think I'm very suay in whatever I do eh :(

Funfilled Sunday. Now its another new week ahead. I know I should try to start on my revision soon but.... no sense of urgency yet :/

Getting a lil emotional.

2011-10-02T12:49:00.001+08:00

So as promised to all my friends, attended RMIT Bash at Zouk. The good thing is I didn't regret going, right Weijin? ^^ Enjoyed myself, yes definitely with the great company around :)

Its been a long time since the 3 of us got together ya know? I miss the days when I was working with all this people because we could get along very well. Now that everyone has left, nothing motivates me to go back and work anyway. Oh well... Life goes on isn't it? :) They were one of the best colleagues I could ever worked with :)

My partner of the night :> LOL we couldn't leave each other! Made some new friends, met some old ones. I must say its been a long time since I stepped into here.

Got home at 3plus in the morning and had a few hours of sleep before going back to school to collect OB Individual assignments. For that 10minutes or so -.- Went Town with Xinghuei! Shopped around while waiting for Weijin and Shumin's arrival before going to TPY's Crystal Jade for xlb steamboat. IrritatingC came along too but to our disappointment, THEY DON'T SELL ANY XLB AT ALL >:(

So settled at Bugis instead. Oh well, but we had a well spent night too :D :D

Yesterday, met Xinghuei again, finally completed our tasks of bringing our wallets for 'servicing'. Before that was lunch at Absolute Thai at 313@Somerset. The Phad Thai wasn't good I guess, preferred Flying Chillis though they served the same menu?

Were getting too bored of shopping and we asked Weijin out for Johnny English! The movie was hilarious man hahahahahahaha. Thumbs up! :D

Then it was supper at Tampines area for Prata and Maggie Goreng. Had a good laugh together again :D Love mai gurlszx! <3

STUDY BREAK!

2011-09-29T12:38:00.000+08:00

After burning weekends away for assignments, it all ended yesterday :) 2 more semesters with 8 modules to go!

So... Being me, of course I wanna enjoy first before mugging hard for exams which will be coming up at the end of Oct. Was at HK cafe and brunch with my two lovelies, hehe. I don't need alot of friends, just people like this, laugh our hearts out wherever we go and at whatever we do. (L)

Gonna head for tuition later, before meeting Weijin for SIM-RMIT Bash. I hope Xinghuei is coming though..... :( XLB Steamboat tomorrow evening, follow by another round of homecooked steamboat at KS's with the usuals! :D Gonna love my week ahead :>

Oh, and last week was hell of a busy one especially dad wasn't in his tiptop condition and spent it at the hospital. :( There goes my mum's birthday dinner too. He's fine for now, and I'm really thankful for those who cared, shown concern in any way. Appreciated it :>

2011-09-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

Time flies. There goes my one week of holidays. Not even counted as holiday when I didn't even get to enjoy any. Except for Sunday! I swallowed down all my frustrations to wait for this day and vented it all out on my bestf4eva. Shopping therapy as promised, and it really helps. Feeling so good though I've to go back to schoolwork at the end of the day. But still, she makes me feel that as least when everything else fails, she's there to listen, as patient as she can, as always.

Just don't understand why people can't be more zi dong yi dian. PLEASE? -.-

2011-09-15T10:54:00.000+08:00

"I’ve been messed with, let down, and played too many times. I wonder what people think of me too much, and I’m way too judgmental. My heart is big but I have my selfish moments. I love to be in big groups, but I love to be alone. Every song on my iPod has a special memory or a regret behind it. I don’t like going through old pictures because I miss what used to be. I tend to over think things and I trust way too many people. I have the people I’d love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people I wish would just disappear. I don’t cry very often, but when I do I can’t stop. I hate the word goodbye and I wish it didn’t exist. I hate liars, though I lie myself. I have secrets hidden in me that even I don’t know. I’m still finding things out about myself, so don’t be quick to judge."

Last night was one of those nights I dedicated to my deepest thoughts again. I guess after so long, I'm tired of putting a strong front. It makes me wonder whether life is really about pleasing others but not yourself. You try your best to make someone smile, but the outcome might not be what you wanted initially. It makes me wonder whether if relationship is 'that kind of thing' for me. Since god knows when, I think that if both parties, or either one isn't happy in one relationship and gone through tries and chances, thats it. I've made up my mind and its not easy for anyone else to change it, I've to make things hard so that I myself will learn, others will. Breakup doesn't mean there isn't any mutual love, is because people are tired of getting along, trying to get along.. The person you knew, might not be the same anymore. We know each other too well that problems start to surface and its difficult to change it. Life goes on, we move on. We got to, because time doesn't stop for anybody. Nobody bothers whether you're sad or happy, so might as well just live life as it is.

Who knows me well enough?

2011-09-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Been waking up too early and sleeping too late at night. Not good....

Maybe I'm too used to living on my own, without anyone to rely on. But at times this isn't the case. I'm tired of getting in and out of relationships over and over again. It's taxing for the heart and the brain. I always think that people deserve second chances but thats it, thats the limit. Anything more than that wouldn't be acceptable in my context. Perhaps just for now, for the next 1year+ or so, I would like to focus on my studies, have all the fun I should have and then goes down to settling afterwards. I need this long break, especially when my sis is a real live example that I'm afraid of commitment now.

Live on my own.

2011-09-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna update this space based on my memory, hehe.

Last Saturday, we took out the chance to meet up at Timbre again, this time at Arts House to celebrate the girls' birthdays. The ambience was good, songs were nice, but the customer service sucked.

Ordered this a week earlier with their name initials on from Twelve Cupcakes. Kinda disappointed because it didn't turn out to be what it was supposed to?

Later in the night, we caught a bimbo movie 'Stupid Crazy Love' it was kinda good? Been so long since I watch this type of shows though.

A wedding dinner at Orchard Hotel on Sunday! :>

Tuesday, some of us met up to have crabby dinner at Seafood Paradise! Finally fulfilled what we dealed on since ages ago?!?!!?!

TGIF today! Had a shopping spree at H&M today. Was just saying its kinda overrated for people to queue overnight/hours just to get in?! 3 of us took less than 10minutes for 3 rounds I guess? Didn't really have to wait very long but the time we spent inside is O.O Seriously...

Time flies and so is another month too. Here comes our one week break but this doesn't mean rest.. Need to chiong all the assignments we have on hand and we'll be free very soon! There goes our semester for the 1.5years!

2011-08-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

Been very forgetful lately, nearly forgotten what did I do before meeting the girls for project meeting. Anyway, we spent a couple of hours at Starbucks yesterday on DC, it's not as easy as it seems to be. Cursing and swearing and staring at those few sheets of papers ok, but it was amazing how the three of us can laugh like mad while doing too hahahaha but conclusion? At least discussion was done but nothing was done using Microsoft Word :D

As planned, we met up with our 'sister' for dinner at Bedok 85! ^^ It was amazing how we could finish the amount of food above too!!! But the amount of laughter we had was way more than the amount of food here. Totally hilarious, I swear. Missed the good old times, the Year1/2 times ok :(

Thought we would just head home after dinner but somebody was too deprived so we decided to go back to Tamp, nearly 2 hours of laughter again. Omgggg I totally loved it!

Good times never last. Back to school and leading lives as students again. Totally not listening in class - This is normal! Since no proj meeting after lesson and it ended early, we head down to 313 to check out our shop space again!! Hehe yours truly didn't record the store space thus... Yeah. BUT! We rewarded ourselves with Wild Honey at the end of the day. Hou hou sek (Y)

Tuition was early too! :D Ah boy was slightly more obedient today although he filled up the cloze passage with answers P-Z when the choices are only up till N. -.- Ok! That's all for this two days! :D

To love, or to be loved?

2011-08-28T12:43:00.000+08:00

Been too lazy and busy to update this space!

Last Sunday, some of us got to meet up for a simple dinner because it was Weimin's first bookout! :D As expected, I met my dearest girl earlier for some shopping ^^v

We tried Lenas for the first time and it was nearly fab! :D For a person like me who's not really into pastas and western for now, I think they changed my taste bud for it. The food was nice, so was the price and the amount of it. Would definitely go back again hehez.

Weimin did all the talking when we were having our dinner at Just Acia. Army boy~~

This is me when I blow my hair diligently. And this is the only day it was like this. I've gone back to the days where I'm too lazy to blowdry again, so now my hair is back to the original hahahaha. My fringe is getting long!!!!

Mug my heart out when it was Tuesday. 10% for 7 chapters of MR is madness. That few hours of sleep really killed me and whenever this happens, I'd ask myself why did I choose to continue my studies :/ Ok la, I'm still struggling on. And the test came out to be only 1 question with 10marks. Kinda sway enough I didn't memorise thoroughly so I used abit of general knowledge plus theory. :/ It'll turn out alright la hehez.

And we got back our MR research proposal with flying colours!!!!! Happy like mad :D

(Fast forward to Friday night) Went down to 313@Somerset again to do some fieldwork, and met Siewyin for dinner at Crystal Jade Steamboat! It was kinda disappointing, for the food, the soup and ingredients :( But we had a good laugh, didn't we? :D

2011-08-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

Didn't realise its midweek already... Ok pros and cons of school, that is. :( NEED TO START CHIONGING ALL THE 4 GROUP PROJECTS SOON GIRLS!!

2011-08-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

I hate OB (Once again)

2011-08-14T01:33:00.000+08:00

This is me and my weary eyes after a day of facing my Mac. Regretted not wearing specs out :< This morning, went for my tuition as usual before meeting Bestie @ Somerset, had lunch at Flying Chillies, my first time though and the food was good like she mentioned. As usual, we just have too much to talk for too lil time. But we got down to serious work when we reached Starbucks! Doing work with her is good, because both of us will concentrate hahahahaha.

Then we went separate ways because I can see that she was worried for her B LOL so being so understanding of course I didn't mind! Xinghuei was steady to come out too heehee and my second part of the day goes to her, at Mcds. Its been quite some time since I had it though. Continued my essay and I'm happy I have something to bring home today. (Or at least I should) I aim to finish everything by tomorrow!! I must! :(

I HATE OB!

2011-08-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I can sit down for hours doing my own parts for group projects but when it comes to individual, my attention span sucks.

Group meeting today, hmmm at least everyone is efficient for group assignments which seem to be a good thing? Hehe. Went home with Koi and packet food for my daddy! Its been a long time though..

Oh well, at least I've started reading (all over again) the OB articles but don't know how to start my essay. Kar ni na.... I need to find my 'light'!

National day 2011!

2011-08-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

As promised!!!! 5 of us met up to catch the fireworks this year. :) Yanyan, Siewyin & Jessica, did you realise we're the 4 that managed to watch it every year since 2009? :D Xinghuei is the 'newcomer' this year HAHA. Sy Xh and myself met up earlier to have porridge as lunch, tsk should have told the other two since they were hungry when all of us met up together lor!

Went hunting for food at Raffles SC, then looked for a place to settle down near MBS. The journey there was holy shiat -.- Nevertheless, we got ourselves a good spot! :D

Luv this hello panda pack! :D

I don't know if it was me, though the fireworks were spectacular but it was... Kinda short and early?

Pictures did the talking! We stayed back for a lil while to camwhore while waiting for the crowd to go off. End up walking into MBS and waited AN HOUR for a cab. Days like this, cannot drive....

Hehe, if got chance again, lets meet up for fireworks next year! :)

Its the holidays! :D

2011-08-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

Was telling myself to pack my wardrobe, do my work etc. End up procrastinated the whole day and got my group assignments done instead. Pfffft. :/ Need to start on my OB individual, which sucks okayz :(

But on a happier note, my voice is back and I'm so glad for it! Though still a little coarse but I think I'm fine for good food? Decided to try Pu Tien!

Hmm... Not as fantastic as I thought though, I think I would like other zichar better. Order this 2pax meal which already come with the set dishes but their fish went OOS, and this is one thing I don't like about restaurants, they don't have >2 items thats on the menu, being 'forced' to choose other dishes instead which is obviously, not as appetizing?

But nevertheless, better than all the porridge meals I had over the week. Did I mention I've lost 1.5kg because of it? Feel so nua-ish~

I MISS GOOD FOOD!

2011-08-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

This was... Before I lost my voice? :(

Ok, after nearly a week of battling with illnesses and experiencing being mute, yours truly learnt her lessons :D Had porridge for all three/two meals every single day till I was so sick of it. Sigh but what to do? Sometimes its good to go for plain meals hehez. And its good to be a mummy's girl with home cooked meals, I like :D

Had 3 tuition in one go today. Met up with the two girls and had dinner at Crystal Jade. Yes, porridge again. Nua our way at Tamp1 before heading home.

Tomorrow's another home alone day! Gonna pack my wardrobe, finish up what I'm supposed to do for my grp assignments then START on my individual. Sounds like its gonna be a long journey ahead :(

Sick part 2.

2011-08-03T17:01:00.001+08:00

:( I thought I've fully recovered from my fever but noooo. Yesterday, I went to school as usual and for project meeting with Pris, Xh, Mh and Ly. Towards the end... I find my voice getting weird and when I wanted to talk louder, it went out of tune LOL. Sigh, what to do leh? I've tuition after that and decided to see the doc because I've got a feeling it'll worsen today and I've got a shock I still have fever when he checked my temperature :O

True enough, I woke up with NO voice at all today. Had a hard time telling my mum I'm not going to school and cancelled my tuition for today. Sigh. The doctor mentioned that he thinks I'm under alot of stress and my illness has got to do with the new environment in. I don't think I'm in alot of stress la, just that I hate travelling to the west, hate to deal with shitty people and my schedule is getting all packed up because of tuition. Oh and maybe my 'stress' made my auntie reluctant to visit me this month leh. How bad is my health now man....

What are my meals for day? Needless to say; porridge and the pills above. :( I want my voice back please.......

Fever is such a spoiler >:(

2011-07-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

After close to 3 months of not seeing each other, we girls finally met up with each other yesterday! <3 Super loved hehe.

But yours truly just have to fall sick at the wrong time and as a result? I had apple juice + 2 slices of pizza + 2 prawns. How pathetic is that right... :( Luckily Jiebing has got her panadol extra, took it and managed to survive throughout the night ah, if not I think I wouldn't even have the appetite to eat anything at all :(

Talked and laughed about school work, work life of the others. Miss the times when we had such gatherings like this...

This girl met up with me earlier and though she was half an hour late. Took alotttt of pictures together in case next time we don't have any chance hahahah choy!

:( I KO-ed the moment I was home and was shivering like mad even though I didn't have my aircon on, didn't know my fever was that bad till I took a temp of it :O Slept allll the way till this morning, managed to survived that 1.5hrs of tuition but cabbed home. Hate fevers. It makes your whole body ache and head pain till you really wanna be in a coma till you fully recover. Sigh..

Why like that??

2011-07-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yours truly is so frustrated because I dont even have an idea how to go ahead with my individual assignment. 've been procrastinating for the past 2 weeks and I know I shouldn't further.. But how to go about doing OB?! References, e-journals..... Kill me please :/

Today's another trip back to TP with the girls above and including Weijin. Finally satisfied ITAS's Tomyam craving ^^ Got started with work... Till all of us gave up and end up watching dramas instead. Pai mia.

Don't even know how the system goes lor, don't even know how to start. Feel so foreign to this uni. :( Hate it hate it hate it bye.

2011-07-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Udders' Awesomely Choco on waffle!

Yesterday was lazing around at home before going out for lunch w my two kaopei charbo(s)! :D Ichiban Sushi & Udders, together with some lil buys at TFS. There goes my Sunday~~~

Today's the start of new lectures by local lecturers! Feel so good listening to English that we're familiar with hahahaha. Came home for a short dinner before heading out again for tuition. Tskkk so fast 2nd lesson already. Before I know it its payday! :D 2nd tuition assignment is commencing on Saturday hehehehe. (Y)

Till then!

1st tuition + Clothes buffet?

2011-07-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

This morning woken up by my brother's text saying to ask me rush down to Bugis for some admin stuffs for his phone lor. Sighhhh and I did a good deed ok! Cabbed to and fro and went to my tutee's house, which I thought it was Serangooon Ave 1 next to Nex, which turned out to be NOT! Panic attack when I realised I was at the wrong place.... Supposed to be Serangoon North Ave 1... Stupid leh why must this two places have the exact same blks?!?!?!?!

Was late for the first lesson lolol :( Rushed like mad I swear.

Ahhh, then met Zengting and the rest for this clothes buffet. My first time trying this kinda experience. Still so sad about another denim shorts which I wanted to get LOL. Supposed to stay inside for only 15-20minutes, but I think we spent an hour? LOL cos I was trying to squeeze into that plastic bag.... End up I only got 4 items? Highest record was 9... I wonder how others did it...

Hehe, then a budget dinner because lao niang(s) no money already. (Y) Cheap thrill day with good loots. Me like :D

Back to tutor life! ^^v

2011-07-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

Before I decided to blog, I was looking for tuition assignments for days already till my hair wanna drop lor. But yay got one that is near my house and the timing is so shiokz ^^ Sigh, what to do dio boh? Lao niang have been splurging ever since I've worked FT for months and not used to not spending money as and when I like because no need to consider here and that in the past........... Tsk. Esp when now SIM life is shit when everything is $$$$$$.

Hokayz anyway! School's been good so far, midweek already ^^ A new BB lecturer who was kinda popular among the girlz because he's handsome la yada yada, basically I'm not soooo interested heng ah, see Xinghuei&co like this can faint in the lecture.....

Went to Ikea w Xinghuei after school and bought my laptop table hehe. Whole time fixing it and when it was time to bathe, my house ran out of gas and it took a longgggggg time to come till my mum was about to go out alr, so I only have white rice + soup. No choice lor, so I cooked the fried rice above ^^ Satisfied dinner hehez.

Ok, hopefully the next 2 days will be good. Need to start on my assignment this Sunday already... Till then! <3

Good old times.

2011-07-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

<Super blurred!!!

Was watching drama alllll the way till 6am on Saturday morning and ended up didn't meet Zengting, was too tired :( Apparently, I slept my day away and woke up at 7pm to have my dinner, camped myself infront of the tv heh heh - THIS IS LIFE!

This morning (or rather afternoon) when I woke up, bathed and off I went to Zengting's house as planned! Went to the supermarket and bought the ingredients, had a hard time settling down on the recipe btw.

Came back with BBT and we started preparing! Hahahah the process was kinda epic leh come to think of it now.

Macaroni w Cheese! :D

Looks nice right? :D Taste nice tooooo just that its kinda too cheesy, definitely not for non-cheese lovers. I could still take it la but then after this portion I stopped already lolz.

I super super loved today because we were practically talking, NON-STOP. When was the last time we spent time like this?! On the way to her house, I was still thinking and figuring out when was the last time I had a stayover at her house. In the past, she always did it at mine, when I was still in my old room and vice versa. So I think the last time we were like this was a couple of years ago.....

I'm not sure whether we have caught up with each other about whatever we've missed previously, but I guess I'll go to her house more often in the future? Its definitely a good therapy for a girls' talk like this. (Y)

After a week of school....

2011-07-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's 830am class was a total killer. Imagine having to wake up at 6am after dont-know-how-long-was-the-last-time-I-woke-up-at-this-timing -.- Officially hate morning classes la, except the fact that we could enjoy the rest of the day but still the waking up part is :/

Siewyin was so nice to come fetching us that day after school, and off we went to TP for lunch! :D Bought my BB textbook there too, its damn cheap compared to TP lor! Money cheater. :< Then to parkway to collect my new specs! Went home to take a short nap, not really short though hahaha but my stomach was hurting like shit :(

Today leh? Went to school by Xinghuei's ride and we were supa early, but dk why end up kinda on time for lecture also. The sian part was thinking where to go after school. Singapore is too small.......

Finally endured the first week of SIM-RMIT. I really miss my 10 girls, how we usually sat outside the lecture halls and talked our way through and all, and how noisy we were ok. I don't really see things like this in SIM, its like.. So quiet? :( Sigh........... Now I see 2 faces instead of 10 (excluding Pris&co la) You say lor, boring or not? LOL. Ok la ok la mai hiam, on the brighter side, at least small groups of friends now will not have much conflicts hor. :)

Went to Bugis, had lunch at this Hk Cafe before doing some shopping at KissJane. Made my way down to Ikea, wanted to buy this laptop table but didn't because its sooooo heavy and literally killed my mood the moment I carried it. :( Nevermind, maybe I'll get another prettier one which went oos already. Btw, thanks KO for the waterbottle although its a orhlulu colour lolz.

Officially RMIT student!

2011-07-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

I kinda forgotten how the first day of school went, but it was kinda bad - the distance to the school, the AMOUNT of people boarding the bus + train no matter where we went, the difficulty to understand what was the lecturer talking about, the amount of notes we had to print but the barriers we came across to - spoil our mood. -.- Sigh....

But nevertheless, thank goodness for Weijin & Xinghuei, not forgetting the other 3 girls of course!! ^^ Lesson of the day: Never sit at the back of the lecture hahahaha. At the end of the day, we only got to have our dinner at 8 which was Macdonalds. You should have seen how shag we were.......

So as promised, I went to meet Eunice today at SIM. :D First time studying with her in the same school ok! Was late (as usual) finally managed to print alllll the notes except for Buyer Behaviour. Hen sian ah... Lecture was ok today, much better than yesterday - maybe we got used to how it works already. But I still hate the distance! >:(

The only thing that we looked forward to at the end of the day was the steamboat dinner, together with Siewyin ^^ I think dinner with friends is very important lor, especially when you use it to do catchups and relieve all the stress hahahahah.

Ok! Back to school tomorrow but I think it gets better and better, I hope. :) 1.5 years of Marketing, LETS GO!

Get ready for school! :(

2011-07-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

So on the last day of holiday, I met up with Xinghuei and Siewyin (again) at Parkway to get our spectacles done. Lunched at Crystal Jade before that. Spent quite some time choosing frames and I kinda luv my frames? :D Hope its good after my thick lens HAHA.

Didn't know time pass so fast, time to meet Zengting and the rest for dinner at Kovan! Was late but not too late, as usual :> Zirchar was nice! Love simple dinners like this, hehe.

Abit blur uh, thanks to Brandon hahahh!

We ended quite early, so I went back Bedok Point to find the girls again HAHA. See them almost everyday buay sian sia. But school is starting tomorrow already, sigh.... Wish us goodluck! :(

2011-07-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

I didn't realise this space was left alone for 5 days already!! Hahaha but basically, life was all about nua-ing, nua-ing and more nua-ing. Yours truly was sick few days ago and stayed home for a couple of days? :(

Forgot which day of the week though, met up with two of my fav girls, Zengting & Constance for a short dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki. It was kinda.... amazing that we could gossiped quite alot for that couple of hours?! But it was good, love dinners like this ;)

And then I visited my ex colleagues at Nex after dinner with at Barcelos. Similar to Nandos, couldn't really taste the difference though, had Nandos once only?? Hahah next up was a short chat with them while waiting for my phone to be jailbreak, but too bad it couldnt be done for whatever reason. Bought ink catridges and all for my printer, and this comes the frustrating part. I SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT PRINTING, SLEPT AT 4AM but I've got is only one and a half modules of notes printed. Best thing was my printer spoilt (Y) Sigh............

No pictures leh boringz :(

It was not easy to find this picture which have the four of us. I don't know why we just don't take pictures lol.

Today was shopping which all of us promised to come along!! Lunched at Hot Tomato before we started our journey - A long and tiring one. Till 5pm Siewyin went off and we continued walking hahahah. Bought myself a top and bottom, thats it. Not satisfied enough but were so tired already. At the end of the day, we had dinner at Din Tai Fung. Yada yada away and finally cabbed our way home wheeeee. Tomorrow's the last day before school starts on Monday, officially. WO DE TIAN AH~

朋友几个就好。好朋友一两个就好。

2011-07-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

Don't know why the sentence above struck my mind out of nowhere today.

Yesterday, was staying home the whole day and steamboat dinner got cancelled (Sadz) Nehmind, we'll definitely have full attendance the next time round hor? Missed them. :/ The very bored me was texting Xinghuei and our randomity got us ended up at Giant Hypermarket @Tamp. Not to forget Weijin who was so steady as well, me like :D

My throat wasn't feeling very well already, but still bought packs of instant noodles home and cooked a bowl, since we didn't get to decided where to nua. Singapore is getting too boring.....What I could remember was just hug my bed kinda early last night cos of the headache and nauseous feeling. Hate to be sick :(

It got worse this morning. Almost couldn't wake up in time, though I was still late la... Sigh. Gave up my sourcing already. Went to Nex, collected some stuffs and accompanied KO for his lunch before I went off to the very ulu centre. -.- Next up, met Weijin at Bugis, went to City Hall nua while waiting for the buyer. Lalilalo, it was just in time when the rest of them arrived. Again... Walked aimlessly, settled down at the roofpark (?) at Iluma. 谈谈天，说说废话。 Wasn't in the very good condition to entertain them though.

And to the old airport road for food. Disappointed though, maybe because my taste bud not that good today huh.

Time to stay home tomorrow..... Probably out for a short while to collect my cheque (if there is!)

I ain't feeling too good. Hopefully able to convince myself its because of my illness, and not some downtime of my life because its been a long while since I felt like this. Friends.................

Yours truly is a freebird :D

2011-07-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

On the last day of work which is Thursday, allllll of us met up at Bishan for prawning :D Hahahahah had a nice dinner before started prawning at 12am, ended at 3plus??? The most shit thing is that I didn't even get one prawn leh?!?!?!?! Lolz, but nevertheless I enjoyed the last night with them :D

First day of my freedom, I spent the whole afternoon at home before heading out for dinner at Sizzler. Came home with a hard drive and Windows installer CD, spent the whole night doddling with my very very old Compaq so that my mum can use it for watch her DVDs ah, and spent the night laughing at really old videos taken in the past. I miss how we girls were, I miss how things were so simple and how happy we were :(

English @Wild Honey.

So... Impromptu meetup with Weijin, Siewyin and Xinghuei! Waited for Weijin to arrive before heading out and while in the car, we changed of minds (actually wanted to go Old Airport Rd to have food) and headed to Mandarin Gallery instead. WE WERE STARVING LIKE MAD.

Then.... We began talking and catching up with each other, followed by walking down the Orchard street aimlessly to Ion, then back to Artease @Cineleisure. Spent 2-3hours sitting down with a BBT and spent the night chatting. GIRLS' TALK (Y) (L) Its really good to talk our hearts out, especially when not so many ppl are around. I hope when we started working, I could just meetup with a few good friends on weekends like this eh.

Then, Xinghuei was very nice to send all of us home (and got lost hahahahaha) By the time we reached home, already 12plus siol. Yay we should meet again like this :D

Shopping is good.

2011-06-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

P.S I suck at multi-tasking. Fancy tagging #food for this photo on instagram when I'm supposed to type fashion -.- And FYI I didn't realise till PCPY commented on it HAHAHAH.

Last off day before I officially end this job at Singtel. I know I gonna miss it when I'm not working but there's always an end to everything yeah?

So highlight of the day was the shopping trip with Xinghuei. It's been a long time since we both went out like this ah. And unknowingly we had sorta h2h talk last night on MSN lolz. Ok those stuffs asideeeee, we met at FEP! And being the usual us, we were late but she reached later than me -.- FEP has got nothing for us to shop now..... Than we went off to F21 at Orchard Xchange! I must admit I don't know where is it before today ok.... Then we shopped CRAZILY. Why leh? Cos we took quite alot of clothings and went for the fitting room, ended up we wanted to buy E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G we took. Surprisingly because people like us don't always shop alot at F21 please, the one at 313 we walked till sibei sian ah I tell you hahaha.

What I could remember is that we went rounds and rounds and got scared of it already so decided to stoppppp. (We will be back again!) Then ah then, went down to Topshop and achieved our second mission of the day: Bought something from there and get the shopper bag for fwee. Don't ask why are we so cheapskate, but the shopper bag is nice ok!

Tada! This was the picture that Zengting whatsapped to me, saying that could get it for free with any purchase at Topshop. Looks nicer in real life leh hehe. My dear girl was quite sad cos she wanted to buy it yesterday, didn't get to because we've to print it out to show it to the cashier -.- Since I was already at the shop, was thinking to buy one for her lor, along with some nice nail polishes for her ah :) WO HEN NICE RIGHT THANKZ HAHA.

Tsk, girls ah girls, Xinghuei and her colleague, together with myself were walking rounds and rounds in the store again. Finally..... Got the things we like and bought it willingly hahahaha.

Then... Our sister came! Went to have dinner and caught up with each other :DDD After buying the dect phone for my mummy, Xinghuei and I headed home already. One word: TIRED.

So.. Conclusion? I love today. :) And I don't know why Xh and I always don't take photos. TSK.

GENTING LET'S GO!

2011-06-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

Heh heh, so on Monday morning, we guys were ready to set off for Genting! Spot my big head which is the seat infront of KO's not? Hahahaha. (Have to use Georgie's photos ah I realised I took a few only) Didn't get to sleep much, and the turnoff thing is that when we reached there at 230pm, ended up only get to check in at 5plus thanks to the crowd at the counters.

Everyone was saying he looked damn skinny in this photo. (but still short la haiya LOL KIDDINGZ) AND I LOOK DAMN PALE PLS XIA SI REN. This was before going for the Haunted Adventure, while waiting for the rest to get ready for the 1st night??? Lol.

Ok lor the Ripley's Haunted Adventure really scared the shit out of me ok. Not only me but every single one. I rmb I didn't get to go in because it was closed for a long time. Then..... had a bit of food here and there, not satisfied though :(

Second day of the trip was spent on theme parks. What's more to say? At first lao niang is very scared to take the rides hor but got ok after awhile hehe.

I wanna post this picture hahah!! Cos this 4 soldiers below went to try Corkscrew while Georgie and I abit humji ah, sat down at a corner to wait for them hahahah we were saying thank god for each other lolz.

FYI, the 6 of us have been planning this Genting trip since way before last year, when I was in year3. Finally we fulfilled what we said la huh hehe. Hihi to y'all in the picture here: had fun with y'all this time round, let's go overseas again next time round ok!!! :D

If only there's a way to restart our life all over again.....

2011-06-18T23:51:00.001+08:00

Then we'd know how to live life better. Know people in a better way and be a better person.

Certain people just have really ugly past that they wanna forget or trying all their might not to be reminded of. I was just pondering... Because some people got their future ruined because of their past, some people couldn't get better jobs, better circle of friends to make life happier, or a clean state that nobody will remember all the unhappy memories you had with them.

Pardon me for the random thought, because it got me thinking on the bus trip back. Looking at the people around me, their past and present. What you did is what you will result to be, no?

I still have not go to the extent that I wanna restart life la, just that... Maybe if i've the chance to move onto a new environment, start anew and do things that I wished to do but didn't. Oh well, there's always lessons learnt and regrets kept, right?

TGIF!

2011-06-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

Every Friday morning (afternoon, rather) when I wake up and check Twitter, everyone would be saying 'TGIF!' Oh well, TGIF for me is because its my 2nd off day before wrapping up the week. Though working at a retailer can be a tiring job at times, but I kindly enjoy it half of it with my colleagues and wonderful customers around. :)

Okkkk, so yours truly decided to give sourcing a miss because I realise the next two weeks won't be too free to do the shoot and all. In the meantime, I need some helpers, anyone? :) Actually, I'm glad its picking up already, so I need to get rid of my lazy bug and start to work hard on it, if not whats the point of starting it in the first place right?!

The plan today to shop for house phone and fan literally fail. REALLY FAIL HAHA. Shop ah eat ah shop ah eat ah. Came back home, Mum was telling me that my dad and her can retire soon (although she already look like she already retired la) without any worries, seeing that I know how to initiate handle my family stuffs and all. My parents are old, really old, so faster faster get over and done with this 1.5yrs , hate to be a burden and don't wanna be one anymore!!

So... another 2 days of work before the getaway. Finally finally. ^^

P.S I forgot to mention this but Laddaland is one scary movie. Really.

Reebonz......

2011-06-17T11:59:00.001+08:00

Reebonz is a members only shopping site that hold special events (HUGE DISCOUNTS!!!) from luxury brands - All genuine! Everyone can sign up as a member, but only members by invitations from existing ones have access to this private events.

Who wanna join as a member tell me tell me! I'll send y'all an invitation code! Just leave down your email in the comments below hehe.

RMIT Induction + Crystal Jade @ Holland V (L)

2011-06-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

After working consecutively for 5 days, I officially KO-ed on my bed last night before 2am last night and slepttttt all the way till 11am this morning! But obviously still not enough for me ah :( Anywayyyy, we made our way down to Clementi again, this time round for RMIT's induction programme. Nothing much in fact, its just a lil videos and introduction on the school itself.... The feeling of being in the LT again can be quite haunting and I missed how noisy we were in TP LTs!

Later part of the day is what we looked forward to though. Crystal Jade XLB steamboat at Holland V with the girls above! ^^ We finally found a group of people who can eat as much as us hor, Xinghuei? HAHA. Was it 50 xlbs we had?!?!?! And still got plates and plates of meat ok hello.....

Hehe, then we went separate ways. Uhhhh, to town la as usual. A short window shopping with them before the tiredness kicked in. So we ended our day by taking cab to our respective homes :D

Next off day will be on Friday, which I need to use it wisely, especially a good chance to do sourcing for ZAG&ZAG.

2011-06-07T22:40:00.001+08:00

Just came back from the East side, today's another off day again which I need to spend it wisefully before I have a tiring weekend ahead :( @SiewYinL was being nice to pick me up and we made our way to Tampines! Bought BBT, went to find Xinghuei for a lil chat before hunting for my scheduler. End up didn't get anything instead... :(

But had a nice dinner with her! :D And the lil gifts from her hehe luv it. Oh ya forgot the part whereby we went for a manicure too ^^v Sometimes I need therapies like this to reward myself after a month of hardwork ah ;)

2011-06-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

(He makes sure you know he loves you)

Haven't been too free to update here. IT show coming up this weekend. D.i.e :(

Big 2.

2011-05-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

The title speaks all. Had my celebration on Friday, which was actually a surprise BBQ planned by my dearest friends. Ximi dinner at Sakura @Ehub, bullshit lor hahahaha. Especially when I started hearing things like wanna go Pasir Ris Park to see someone ah blablablabla. I started to feel something strange already and decided to play along with them, end up tio meh. LOL.

Thank you to every single one of you here in the picture, for planning the BBQ, buying presents, and most importantly made an effort to attend my birthday. Jiawen is grateful to have a bunch of lovely people like yall. Coincidentally, all this people here in the picture are the ones that are important to me in my life. ;) And I'll continue to be a great friend in return ok? (L)

Didn't manage to take a picture of all the gifts I received cause the gan jiong me opened everything once I reach home leh, actually the FP shoes were not even inside the paper bag, the wallet wasn't inside the box LOL except for the Swarovski pen which I don't wanna use!! So chioz.

Spent 29th quietly with a movie (Insidious) and followed by a fabulous dinner at Mandarin Oriental. The way they portray themselves was so thoughtful lor, gave a small birthday cake for those whose birthday was celebrated there. So actually not only me, the other 3 or 4 tables around me had this cake too. Tsk. :)

So.... Time flies and today's the 30th already, this belated birthday was celebrated with Eunice. The lil gift given by her, as mentioned - opened up alr so I didn't get a chance to take a picture hahahah. Before that in the afternoon, I spent it at SIM with my mama and her to get my payment made and yada yada all the admin stuffs done.

This is how I spent my weekend. Exhausted much. Bye people! :)

Graduation day!

2011-05-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

The day is finally here! Where all of us gathered for the last time and taken our diploma cert :)

Mr Roche came as promised! Should have taken a photo down when he hugged all of us lor, super heartwarming :)

Actually it was supaaaaa hot wearing this stupid gown and the weather was hot like crazy that morning lor! See all of us still squeezed with each other hahahah.

Then into the aircon room for some 'fresh air'..

Soooooo happy to see her on this day!! Lucky our slots were the same and managed to take a few shots with her :D Good to see you so happy and blissful with your bf my dear Cindy. Catch up soon!

And then we girls, gei kiang don't wanna go home and so off we went to Bugis, wanted to walk around but some of us were either tired or heels were killing. So we spent hours at Subway while waiting for time to pass till the rest of the coursemates came for the dinner.

I must say this's really a well spent day. Don't know when will be the next time but at least I thank all of you for being part of my memories in TP these three years. We'd go on different paths, take on different strides, but don't forget each other ok! :')

Juggling between work and social life.

2011-05-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

On Monday, I had a well spent offday. Went to do some chores, finally reported loss for my ib device, got my contact lenses blablabla. Met my bestf after so long (so long since the two of us went out together on a date like this!!) Luckily with her, I managed to buy some stuffs home and feeling satisfied hehe. We always manage to catch up with each other, no matter how short our meetup was. Sometimes I wonder how long can we stay like this, no meetups for so long but we can just talk like nobody's business everytime we met. Now she's on her working life now and I'll be on my studies soon, I hope to continue like this till we see each other tying our knots with the other half in the future :>

Okkkk, the rest of the days are work again, especially after all the PLs and all, the mall seems so dead lor!! What to do? Stuff ourselves with food whenever we feel bored in the afternoon. Hehe. And how I wish I could help Xinghuei in doing some stuffs on that day argh. The thought of it makes me so angry again :<

Today's another off day! Before I have another one which will be on the grad day. Mixed feelings about it though, tsk whatever it is I could just spend the day with my girls thats it. :) Need to go out and baibai as well as to have my haircut! Bye!

Bloated!

2011-05-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

Finally its my off day today, after working continuously for 5 days?! I don't think I can work as an OL also leh jialat hahahaha.

As usual, woke up only in the late afternoon, talked to dad and went back to take a short nap again. I always love off days of the week because the bed is too comfyyyy hahaha. As planned, 4 of us finally met up for a steamboat dinner at Bugis! :)

The pictures speak for themselves, happily eating while I'm taking pictures hehe just kidding. Had a good laugh and a good catch up after so longszx. :)

Yesterday I was so bored to death till I went to the library and borrowed a book. No kidding. It turns out to be kinda interesting though! :D 'Not what you think'

Ok! That's all for now this week! Back to work and I can't wait to ask for my off day another 3 days later, which I'll spend wisely again hehe. 24hours a day is never enough. Goodnight!

Life.

2011-05-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

Lol it's been a long time since I've used the straightener now and then, super lazy to do so and so troublesome hahaha. anyway I'm only heading to work!

Ok, took my full time pay for the second time and I always feel that my hard work always get paid off on this day, really. Though many have left, came and went but what else can I wish for? At least i've a bunch of colleagues whom I really worked well with and at least they're the reason for me to go to work feeling motivated. For your info, I'm only one of the 3 females who're working in this environment hahaha but maybe thats why they're always so helpful and in return always get bullied by me hehehe. They can be as old as 30+ but still can get along well with all the rubbish and all we always talk about in the office. Will be till end of June only, so mai hiam and just continue with work la hor? :)

Few more weeks and I'll see my poly mates again, I can't wait - though I'm reluctant to turn up for the grad ceremony, at least I can take photos with them for the last time!!!! I really hope everyone will turn up leh, not my group of girls but people like Priscilla ah Charlotte ah, missed yall! :)

You know what, I think I'm one who really value friendships as though like they're really important to me. Yes they certainly are. Almost all of us are working now and actually I really do miss talking to them. It really brightens up my day when receiving random texts because at least to me, I'm remembered by them. My working hours and the working environment I'm in doesn't really allow me to text much, especially when I'm having a busy day at work but I really do appreciate all this text msgs coming to me, even though its just gossiping or whatever rubbish we can talk about know. Maybe its not just about texting each other, its like... Just few days ago Siewyin came looking for me at work and I was so happy but I couldnt find a chance to talk to her. Alvin and Jasreel came too! :( I don't know how long all this people and I will keep in contact with but at least I wanna keep them in my life now!! I'm not just referring to my bestfs, really - you ppl know who you are ok. ;')

Born this way.

2011-05-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

This is way overdued! Hahahah but we girls met up last Friday for a dinner! Earlier in the afternoon, Xinghuei and I went to school and got our grad gowns. Now I sorta regretted going for it I dont know why. Okkkk treat it as a phototaking session with my beloved friends and I for the last time aye? :)

Before meeting Weijin and Yy, Xinghuei and I went on a lil shopping and its been a long long time I swear. Finally settled down on a place at Orchard Central to have our dinner!

This is not ala carte... Its a set menu that we ordered for 4 persons. And obviously we didn't even finish everything :S End up its like.. $39 per person?! Overall its nice though, no complains.

So we caught up with each other on our working lives so far. We really need this kinda of session once in a while for our rants, if not we gonna go bonkers at the rate we're working hahaha.

@SiewYinL Dinner soon! I miss ni!

Work's still the same so far, minus that incident that I got scolded like a mad dog that day. Really, it gets so tough and tiring sometimes I feel that why am I still staying with this job when others are already moving on to other directions. Tsk, gonna just hang in there and sure gonna have my share of fun in July before school starts.

I really wanna go on a holiday again! Yes I really wanna spend my 20th overseas though, Singapore is so boring and everyone's either working or busy to even meetup with each other. Pffffft. Guess my 20th will be a quiet one I supposed. Just wanna meet up with random people like Eunice, Cindy, blahblahblah. Don't ask me why, I just feel like it. :(

'You can never make the same mistake twice. The second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake, it's a choice.'

2011-04-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

She look so young but she's one year older than me lor!! Hahahah anyway happy 21st birthday! :>

2011-04-27T00:15:00.001+08:00

Did you guys watch this? I think it's quite true, at least it does apply to most of the relationships, haha.

P.S Pris I dont know if I publish a comment you'll be able to notify that you receive a reply for me leh! HAHA Anyway yeaaa thats what I've been thinking for days toooooooo :/

Thursday.

2011-04-22T00:45:00.001+08:00

Was just looking at my tumblr and came across this. True and meaningful?

Anyway, we'll have a long weekend ahead and so glad that I'm off tomorrow! :D Last few days passed kinda fast because I've all the nicey nicey colleagues around. Things can get a lil frustrating and tiring at times but that's working life huh? Yesterday, had supper at the usual zichar place to celebrate Edwin's birthday. He's one of the nicest colleagues around ever since I joined this company. (Y)

Long bus rides can get me thinking. And more often than not, the thoughts are always similar, haha. Its either finance or love for the time being. Growing up is shit. :(

Can someone enlighten me? Why do guys like to cheat on girls? Or maybe vice versa for some of you who beg to differ. Define cheating. Being intimate with the other party verbally? Physically? Or even to the extent that people might thought she's your girlfriend instead. When things happen, onlookers will only watch. What else can they do? They can't possibly be stopping their friends and say 'Hey, what the hell do you think you are doing?' You know, cheating no longer seems as simple as it seems in our age now.. In the past when we were still young and immature, cheating can be just flirting with each other or maybe 'steady' with another person. And then we'd just breakup, cry over it for a few nights and get on with life, get a new bf/gf. But I was wrong to think that as we grow up, we would act in a matured way than ever. We look for commitment in relationships, we put in trust and we put in 100% in whatever we do for the other half. But hell no, its still the same, or even worst --- at least this is what I see these past few years around myself and the people around me that justify whatever I've mentioned? And maybe, just maybe - we won't wanna give up so easily on the relationship and thus we forgive and forget. But sadly, history repeats by itself again. I'm not trying to say that only guys are capable of doing this but I'm shocked that a couple of girls do this too? So what in the world are we looking for now? Special friends with extra benefits or just a companion to get through our lonely times, or simple enough - somebody whom you wanna spend your life with till the end?

Okkkk, emotional thoughts aside. I'm kinda happy this week because I've brought some luck to my people around me these few days. :) Enjoy your weekend people!

ZAG&ZAG COLLECTION LAUNCHED

2011-04-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hurhur, pictures do the talking! Friends do please support! :)
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Okkkk, so today is my off day! Didn't get to rest much because I gotta wake up earlier than usual to do registration over at SIM with Xinghuei and Mingming. Had lunch at LJS and being us, we wanted to eat ALOT ALOT of things lor!!!!!!! Ended up settled on LJS and was too full to have anything else :/

I hate the journey to Clementi because its really a long one. Sigh... And while waiting.. JESSICA CAME IN! So excited + happy + shocked to see her lor!!! Then I realised its been a long time since all of us gathered around and I miss this group of girls. :( When are we meeting?!?!?!?!

Heh heh, then to town with Mingming. I asked her to accompany me because I didn't go there for a very very very very long time. It's still as boring as ever though, especially FEP. After shopping for a couple of hours or so, we went separate ways and I came home for home cooked dinner (totally luv it!) and tada! My collection! :)

So... till then!

ZAG&ZAG

2011-04-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

LAUNCHING ON FRI 9PM!

Me love lazing around on offdays. Practically slept for 12hours - woke up for lunch - 2 hours nap hehehehe. This week is gonna be a boring one I guess :( Gonna register for RMIT with Xinghuei and Mingming on Friday!

Down with fever few days ago, its been a long time I felt sick and even had to go for work :( Fever's gone for now but my bad cough ain't improving. Craving for Calbee hot&spicy chips + tomyam though. :D:D:D:D

I wanna meet my girls!!! I wanna go on some good food hunting with my fwenz. I need to start utilising my camera if not it'll collect dust very soon. :(

Final decision!

2011-04-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

JB Trip was cancelled today, so I went ahead with my haircut at Storm again! Then to stock up my makeup stuffs like finally~~ The time I met Xinghuei was like pathetic leh tsk, nehmind gonna see her this coming Fri ^^ Anyway, Siewyin is a good shopping partner too! :D:D

Then Jasreel and the two musketeers came and look for us, off we went to Simpang Bedok! When was the last time we had dinner like this?!?!?!? Catch up with alottttttttttttttttt of stuffs hehe love it man. The bus trip with Jasreel was awesome too :)

After so many days of dilemma and talks with my mum and bestie... Ok! Final decision - I'll continue with ZAG&ZAG and my temp FT at Singtel while waiting for RMIT to start in July and then chop chop with the studies, get the cert and start carving out my career path! (Y) As much as I don't like retail, its never too late to do what I really wanna do in my career right? Tsk, sometimes I just need some opinions from everyone else, so thankiew ni men for helping me to know what I really want in future :)

Home sweet home.

2011-04-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

The last time I stayed home the whole day was when I still in school. Like mentioned, mum's been nagging and I think I should make out effort to start spending time with them. Maybe I've been too busy with my own life, I realised they're getting old, both emotionally and physically. Few days back I just had a tiff with mum over some shitty arguments on medicine. I hate it when both of them are stubborn not to have med when they're sick and they need it. Maybe I'll be exactly like them in the future but still its not acceptable what! To me, I know I'm someone who always show concern in the wrong way and I hate it when people misunderstood my intentions. I know I don't show it out but I'm can't even imagine if one day they were to leave, really.

I'm still thinking if I should just change my job with so many problems arising.. Or should I just go back to tuitioning?!?! All this thoughts are just so frustrating sianz :/ Times like this I really wish to go on a getaway trip (again).

P.S I'M GONNA CUT HAIR ON FRI I CANNOT TAKE IT HAHAHA.

I love my friends, I love my off days, I love Z&Z, I love what I love the most in my life. :)

2011-03-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Finally after so long, all of us (except for Norvan) finally fulfilled our own words and went on a trip together. Hehe yea I just went last week but I prefer the food there definitely! Its okay Norvan, we'll have plenty of chances the next time round that you'll join in, sickbird!

So now let the pictures do the talking... Btw I needa haircut really soon LOL.

The 6 of six split cabs. On the cab to Jusco with Zt and KS! :D

Best part was the dinner that everyone looked forward to. Guess how much is this only!?!?

Last Friday, I spent my off day watching Gold Class for the first time!! The feeling damn shiokz, own blanket, adjustable chair, table for food and all. You can literally just sleep..... A total different (good) experience. The movie was okay, kinda draggy though IMO. ^^

Thanks to this, I think I'm getting addicted to Gold Class liaoz. Tsk. (Y)

Oh btw, ZAG&ZAG has launched! :D

Struggling to keep on going.

2011-03-21T22:43:00.001+08:00

Firstly, thank you so much for Siewyin Xinghuei and Shumin for the help today at the photoshoot for Zag&Zag. Appreciate so much, seriously I wont know how to handle everything by myself if I were alone. 辛苦你们了!

Did a brief reflection on my life just hours ago. Yes, I'm working on a 5day week for Singtel now. Each day when I get home from work, I'd need to check Z&Z's emails and invoices/ parcels to be sent out the next day. Check out fellow websites to do some research before I head to sleep. So the cycle repeats everyday till I got a day off, I'll spend it on sourcing or dates out with my lovely friends. If not, I'd need to get ready pictures for the next collection and, do some accounting (WHICH I HATE THE MOST) and sleep. This is how I spend my 7 days in a week and its still not enough. I've yet to spend time with my family and I dont even stay at home on my off days except for today. When was the last time I stayed home for dinner? My dad asked me to go on a KL trip sometime next month and I'm still deciding.. Mum told me they'd want me to go because I havent been spending time with family, but how to when I've got so much things to do on hand and I don't have extra cash to go on a leisure trip now at the moment. Fyi, I've stopped taking allowance ever since I graduated because I don't want my parents to support my miscellaneous stuffs financially anymore. I feel bad enough to take money from them when they always give me what I want, 伸手要钱 just to play hard and eat hard (and spend hard) for the past 19 years. I'm already freaking 20 this year already? Should start repaying them now instead of the other way round. 败家子 is so not our family culture.

Education? I've somehow decided on RMIT's Marketing Degree. Another couple of years and I'll get over and done with my education, thats it.

I'm not hating what I'm doing; in fact I love doing it. At least I've things to do, to keep me busy and at least I know what I want in my own life. Just that I'm getting tired; physically tired, but I know I can't afford to stop here. I have to keep on going till I see results. I just need support, sometimes.

I just love off days like this.

2011-03-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

This week's a lil special because I've got two off days straight, which I don't usually get it/ requested for it. Finally decided to do some local sourcing and I did it with Siewyin! :D Taught me alot of things ah hehee ^^ Still got a long way to go / loads of things to learn though. I can't wait for our BKK trip together hehehe. Had lunch at Arnold's, by the time we're done it was already evening. So we went back to our homes respectively and came out again (LOL) met each other at Bugis.

She brought me to this nice place -15 Minutes, ambience was nice... concept was nice.. The most satisfying of all was the food! Had their pastas and ordered this.. Oriental Duck Pizza? Sounds weird right, but its really roasted duck on top of the pizza! HAHA.

Eat full full, stomachs big big, made our way down to Nex and met the lovely colleagues for supper. Of course we didn't order any food and as usual spent the time listening to them talk and talk and talk. Heheh. Kam xia Siewyin for sucha nice day spent. :D

Today, slept till my heart's content before I decided to wake up at 130pm. LOVE LONG SLEEPING HOURS (Y) Okay anyway, was so frustrated thinking of where to go/ what to eat for dinner and all. Ended up it was an impromptu decision to go JB! HAHAHA. Had a nice late lunch there, walked around City Square. The last time I went was when my sis brought me there? Love the Kim Gary HK cafe there hehe.

When we're back in Sg, I suggested to eat our dinner at Geylang. WAN DOU SEK (L) (L) Managed to get seats too hehe. Okay this is how I spent my two off days. Can't wait for the next one, which will be on Monday. YAY.

Awarded for best friend ever.

2011-03-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

Sometime last week, some of the girls and I went all the way to SIM openhouse to check out our potential courses. Sian, I really don't like the idea of studying degree for so many years but seems like I've got no choice too.

Afterwhich, I left them and went to CompassPoint to get birthday cake for my dearest girlfriend. The idea was make her think that I couldn't make it again (for the 3rd time fyi) and I know it got her really disappointed, because being sucha lousy friend, I failed to celebrate with her twice previously. How could I miss this year again?! I actually made this off long ago and I got her a really nice present, because I think she's one of them that's worth the money that I spent on and the effort made after all this years.

It made me wondered its been a long time since I went over to her house, missed the days I spent the nights, sleeping on her old double decker bed and the HTH talks we always had.. I still rmb the last time I had steamboat over at her house. Yes we're all getting older.

SPRINGYYYYY.

2011-03-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

Hehe, as usual, please support my darlings :) (CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO GO TO HTTP://ZAGNZAG.LIVEJOURNAL.COM!'

What are words if you really dont mean when you say them.

2011-03-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

I spent my off day shopping at Raffles City SC, followed by a movie at Marina Sq and had a steamboat dinner at Bugis. Awesome day (Y)

Launching Zag&Zag's 2nd collection this Friday. Or Saturday? I don't know if I'm able to finish my photos on time eh. Meeting allllllllllll my girls and boys on Friday too hehehe luv it (L)

On a random note, as usual Ive so much to say but whenever I click on 'new post', I can think of nothing :S Next time I'll blog whenever I'm free. Need to pen my thoughts in case I lose my memory in the future haha kiddingz.

So... what are friends for?

2011-03-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

Kinda miss the way we chiong our project together hahaha.

Maybe as we grow up, its proven that there's no such thing as 'friends forever'. This only applies to the older generation, maybe all of us are grown up to learn how to be selfish. Maybe all we want is just to live by ourselves and only when we feel lonely, thats when friends come in. Maybe when we stop contacting, we'll begin to lose contact. Maybe even the best of friends will become strangers one day.

As much as I want us to be as close as ever, but I dont think its possible. Nay. Lets just see how it goes.

Anyway, who is considering Marketing Mgt @ SIM? :D

2011-03-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

So I've launched my debut collection yesterday at Zag&Zag. Thanks for those who helped to spread the word, appreciate so much (L)

Started my first day of work too. I'm glad my colleagues are always ready to help me whenever I come across any problems. Poor them for always helping me to take up my shit too HAHA.

And... here I am, knowing exactly what I want and what I wanna go for. The only thing I'm praying now for is the exact good timing, doing things at the right time and right place (Y) So glad that Zt Cons and Ks have their own direction now too. (L) I feel so excited for them now LOL.

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2011-02-28T17:17:00.001+08:00

That day, my lovely girls Shumin Xinghuei Zengting Weijin Constance and myself went to have photoshoot for all the clothes from the sourcing trip cum holiday I had. I'm so glad I have such wonderful friends, really appreciate much. (L)

Back to full force working on the previous weekend. Lost touch of so many things but still manage to pick it back very fast. A couple of times went down to B2 to work with @SiewYinL hehe miss working with her definitely (Y)

I needa go back to editing the pictures to get ready for the launch @9pm liao so till then! SHOW YOUR SUPPORT OK :D http://zagnzag.livejournal.com

Coming your way...

2011-02-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

Got loads to blog about. Till tomorrow night. My head can't take it anymore. (L)

I am....

2011-02-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'm as bad tempered as I can be. I don't keep my cool all the time especially when I'm pissed off and it will totally spoil my entire mood, causing me to vent it on someone else instead. Unlike other girls, I'm straightforward, talk whatever I want and say whatever I like. I spill vulgarities out loudly in public without bothering what others think of me. I won't teh and act like one gentle lady infront of my bf that goes 'Eeee don't like that leh~~' On the outside, I might look as 大小姐 as I can be, but deep down I can do things that you can't think of. I might whine and complain this and that, but I'm still able to take up anything that needs me to suffer. I won't make use of my bf's money in any way and I won't want him to splurge on luxury stuffs just because I like it. I like luxury goods doesn't mean I'm materialistic. I only like it when its pretty, not when because thats 'OMG PRADA LEH!' Though I might go for all this, even up till now, I never really used my own hard earned money on all this goods..

In terms of being a daughter, I'm a very lazy one indeed. I could just sit on my chair hours away facing my Macbook and whenever my mum comes into my room and start her nagging, I'll pretend I'm deaf. I'm always being scolded for sitting like a man infront of the TV at the living room. And she'll goes 'Where will guys want you seeing you like that?!' and I'll go 'They should love me for who I am'

In terms of being a friend, I might be influential in other people's opinions. I might be the bad girl teaching your girlfriend the worst stuffs ever. I will kaopei whatever I'm not happy with and I won't give face to anyone else. Before people might know me, all they know is just me being dao and fierce. I hate to see my friends cry, or not feeling emotionally good in any way. When I care for someone, whether its for bf or friends, I use my stern tones and talk to them in a very fierce look, because i can't stand people who don't take the soft approach and it just makes me feel so frustrated when you are trying to help them but they think that whatever you are talking is rubbish. I hate to repeat things more than twice, and when I do, I start raising my voice. When I care, I scold. When I give up caring, I literally wash my hands off everything. When I'm angry, when I'm frustrated, I don't care how other people feel. I just say whatever that's on my mind, whether harsh or not, I don't care. At least this is what I feel deep down inside.

I might be as strong as I can be on the outside. But when it comes to quiet times at night, I'm a very emotional person. I listen to all kinds of sentimental songs and I look at photos randomly to recall some of the fondest memories. I could quarrel with someone on the phone as fierce as I could be, makes the person thinks that I'm cold blooded and thereafter hangs up the phone and break down immediately, crying to myself to sleep. I don't like people to take back their words, because at least for me, I don't - even if I regret saying it. I think everyone should account for their wrongdoings and whatever they say. Whenever any one disappoints me in terms of their selfish or changed characters, I might curse on the outside but deep down, I will start thinking 'what happen to her...'

So yeah, thats me. I just feel like saying all this randomly. This is my true self. Eeryone of you here, do you still love me for who I am?

5D4N of Bangkok!

2011-02-23T16:52:00.001+08:00

Didn't get to take alot of pictures because I was busy eating and shopping my time away. Anyway, this time round was a lil different because I got to do different stuffs, going to different places! Had a dinner buffet at this Baiyoke Sky Hotel on the 81st floor. It's definitely nice enough to see the whole of Bangkok from here. Pictures do deceive!! Looks better in real life!

And got this day we went to this night market, where all the bars and pubs were. People were taking their own flyers that says 'Sex show' and entrance fees were cheap like siaoz. Kinda an eye opener for me to see all the people and their lifestyle at night :>

What can I say about BKK? It's superb! :D I wouldn't mind going there again hehe. Not to forget the hotel was located just above the street food and alllllllll heheheheh so how could I resist it ?!?!?!? That explains my weight gain as well LOLZ.

From the first to the last.

2011-02-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

We girls didn't start out as one, Jiebing&co gave us the impression that their group were so noisy in class because of her contagious laughter! So we thought we'd be fun to hang out together as one and there it is, during our first year of Commskills presentation :)

As time went by, Nicole and Siewyin joined in the fun and our group grown bigger and noisier of course. Everywhere we went, we won't forget to fill the place with our laughter and noise, inviting stares from strangers but image is one that we didn't really bother, as long as we were happy with each other's company :D

When Year2 came, all of us had mixed feelings with new classmates and all, not forgetting myself. Was glad that I was still with some of my girls and I had great classmates! Kinda missed the times we had in 1st Avenue though....

Along with year3, this are the people that fought through the days and nights, doing up paragraphs and paragraphs of words, had countless of bitchings with each other and the last night before fyp submission is definitely one night I won't forget. -inserts vulgarities- Glad all is over and I'm glad I have you people with me. Without all of you, the 60-page report won't even exist. (L)

So on the last day of our paper/school, some of the girls left and the rest of us went for dinner at Bedok Point. Had a good talk with all of them, about marriage (!), studies, life, whatever lot... Luv you people! :>

VALENTINE'S DAY!

2011-02-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all couples out there! :)

LAST LECTURE OF OUR POLY JOURNEY!

2011-02-10T19:28:00.001+08:00

Changed our plans to have Hei Sushi instead because of the tempting buffet which includes so many things!!! Soooo satisfied hehez.

But this poor girl was feeling so worried and frustrated about the lizard in her car earlier on, she didn't even drive to Ehub because of it. All of us thought it was just a normal lizard until......

We went back together as a group to find the lizard for her because there were ppl like Jessica who was not so afraid of it. So we started opening her doors, car boot, car seats whatsoever.... Some of them already look though this area but found nothing. Then...

SiewYin: Aye open up the thing again see have anot leh.

Weijin: We just now open already nothing leh

SiewYin: Open again la see see.

*I took the umbrella and forgotten who was holding the board for me as I was trying to knock on it*

THEN SUDDENLY SIEWYIN SCREAMED '在那边'!!!!!!! AND I SCREAMED LOR ALTHOUGH I DK WHERE IT WAS.

Don't know who screamed also la but finally all of us saw HOW BIG THE LIZARD WAS. So disgustingly looking as it has spots or whatever on its body and its freaking big with its long tail :S Freaking disgusting to the max.

And true enough, we scream scream scream and our 'sister' wanted to came to our rescue, couldn't find it already. But some of them saw it went to the back seats. So we decided to park the car outside so we can open the doors and find it thoroughly..

Second time, 'sister' was checking the right seat and I went over to check on the left. As I looked and looked I happened to see one brown thingy crawling all over the black seat. IT WAS THE LIZARD HAHAH AND I SCREAMED LA SO FREAKING BIG.

All of us came to my rescue again but our screams scared the lizard away. Till it was nowhere to be found. :( So hot and tiring under the hot sun.....

And there goes our highlight of the day. Definitely not being bimbos but I didn't even expect the lizard to be so huge and unlike those lizards we have at home :/ Not really as scared as I am for cockroaches but still it was disgusting enough to make me have goosebumps all over. :S

Were freaking tired to carry on and thus we went separate ways while Xinghuei rushed home like dk what lololol. Weijin, Siewyin and I went to Tampines, I wanted to buy KOI! But decided not to in the end. So tired, so tired. :(

Day 4 of CNY!

2011-02-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

Norvan's parents invited us over to his house for BBQ! Constance was so nice to fetch alllllll of us from our house and to his. So while waiting....

Banker of the day!

Supposed to breakeven but I'm losing very fast when I play with them. Practically every round wth hahaha.

Then we went down for BBQ! Constanny you look very tall here!!!!

All the iPhone users playing Mr Bump together! :D

My bestfriend in action. I'VE NO IDEA WHY OUR HEADS WERE LIKE THAT THOUGH HAHA.

At the end of the day, I managed to catch up with her virtually. Absolutely (L) it!

Love is more than just a game for two.

2011-02-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

Been munching on not only cny goodies but also on chips and tidbits. This is definitely a no-no but there's nothing else I can do besides watching tv and looking at those food infront of me leh!! I can even forgo my proper meals because I'm always feeling full hahahaha.

Day 2 was nothing much already, went to several places for blessings (I feel like I went so much of these places this year, to clear my karma? :D) Came back home and had a long nap, wanted to go for a movie but the tix were all sold out :(

This look better in real life, that day when we had our reunion lunch at ECP. LOVE YOU GIRLS! (L)

CHINESE NEW YEAR DAY 1

2011-02-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

Was at some reunion dinner yesterday and even went to my first visiting of the year. Impromptu max. Wanted to stay up the night but I guess the fatigue I had over the past few years were powerful enough to make me doze off at 3am hehe.

As usual, sleep till the sun shined on my ass and my sis finally came over!! Got changed, had breakfast and started doodling around in the room with her. I know I always say this but I really like being with her and I miss the times when we were sleeping in the same room, shared the same clothes and had the same stuffs together. Maybe because I was young back then, she didn't get to talk much with me (how would I know what she's talking about right? HAHA) And when we the two tigresses quarrel, the house can really collapse hehehehe. No pictures! Hopefully get to take one with her tomorrow ;)

Oh but anyway, went to several places to pray blessings and got myself a bad lot though :/ Had a long day today, with all the visitings and running around. Tomorrow's another day where we need to pray blessings, it's grandpa's anniversary. Time flies. :)

These will be our memories.

2011-02-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

Koh Xing Huei can you please scan the polaroid I've no more pictures to upload alr hahahhaha.

So..... Through all the endless hours of doing STRAT RET + DIST CHN + ENTREP + RP, hundreds of hours spent squeezing our brain juices and been through so much of unhappiness over the past few weeks... IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

30th was literally hell when we have to travel to and fro, read the fucking report and do our editing throughout the night when we were so god damn tired from not even sleeping at all...... It was shit ok. But my members were happy like shit when we handed up the project, hor? :')

Now I've a phobia when I look at people with their laptops at the concourse doing their projects hahahaha, but it's definitely gonna be one of the memories for our Poly life :)

So yesterday, when we finish handling up the project, my girls and I waited for each other and off we went to Long Beach @ECP! :D Had a great and fab meal, you can see those dishes were wiped out within 20minutes by everybody HAHAHA. I HOPE OUR GRAD TRIP CAN COME TRUE LEH :(

Let's countdown to our last day of school which will be around 2 weeks later :D Can't wait!

2011-01-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

I was just looking at our photos a couple of hours ago, thinking that its time we should meet because there're loads of stuffs to catch up. Who knows bad news just have to come at this time. I really don't know how to make you feel better and I suck at consoling, all I know is just to be physically there for someone, whether I'm being needed or not. When you feel kinda sour on the inside whenever your loved ones break down infront of you... Yknow the feeling? That's how close she is to me. I could still rmb those times. It was so difficult and I won't wanna experience it again, but here I am now. All I hope is you'll be ok. I trust that you'll be, because you'll be strong, you've been through harder than this. (L)

5 more days.

2011-01-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

And we'll be done with our 4-in-1 integrated 60 pages worth of report. Worst nightmare in TP ever hahahaha. Anyway it'll be over soon, just hang in there people!!!

Done with my 4th and the last individual project. See how the school can kill us? 4 individual + 1 60-page report within a month. Been staying school till late this few days, because I can't afford to sleep to waste my time away anymore. I don't even feel that CNY is coming soon............

This period of time revealed the ugly sides of people too but forget it man we don't even have time to bother about all this nonsense hahaha.

讲真的，有时候我很想哭，可是我不知道哭的原因是什么；我想直接用字来形容我的不快乐，但是我根本都不清楚不快乐的原因是什么。我有很多话要说，可是从那里开始？

2011-01-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

I don't know when was the last time I didn't get to work on weekends, but the break I had is enough for me to chiong the upcoming week (Y) Today was the first time I wore home clothes and went over to Nex as a shopper kay!! I simply love the feeling when I've completed all my stuffs and take out some time to enjoy, having some quiet time by myself. Not to forget, I've gotten some cheap thrills!! 7 casings for $10 k hahahha.

Okay, that's for all. Tomorrow will be a brand new week and I'll stay in school for hours for FYP and IJ and whatever lot. And I've decided to go Hongkong; maybe cruise too. BKK for a later part till I've saved up enough for whatever that needs to be done. I wanna eat hard play hard sleep hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay thats all bye.

2011-01-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

So today's the day we have the damn NAPFA, the one that we've been cursing and swearing about. I swear it was so difficult to endure this morning man _l_ Hate it whenever we say there's only 2weeks but this 2 weeks are more than just difficult to endure through. COMEON WE CAN DO IT RMT LOVELIES! (L)

The test only started at 5plus 6 and ended the whole thing at 9pm. Felt so good after the run, didn't know actually it can be so much fun and for a moment it actually takes my mind off the workload and stress that I'm having and though I failed la but then still feel so good to have so much fun with my lovelies. Back to reality right now but I still feel as good! :)

Received a couple of good news unexpected and I felt even better (Y) Feel so happy for my dearies whenever they are happy too hehe. I can't wait for tomorrow to come!!!!!

I'm getting more and more excited for the graduation plans :D COE BETTER DROP FURTHER, BKK BETTER BE SAFER, GENTING BETTER BE FUN AND PHUKET IF I CAN STILL AFFORD IT!

GETAWAY TRIPS PLEASE WAIT FOR ME, HERE I COME IN FEB! ^^

Ok, I feel much more positive right now, please make me feel the same way till 31st Jan. :D:D:D:D

Exactly one more month.

2011-01-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

In the midst of our FYP, we won't forget it was Priscilla's 20th birthday on Thursday! Went opposite with Charlotte and bought a small cake before our project meeting hehehe. Of course, after eating, we glued our heads on the computer screen alllll the way till evening :(

Had a long weekend. Last minute work after friday's school and attended Alvin's dinner. Been a long time since we had one together with Siewyin! Then..... Though it was a Saturday but I woke up as early as 7am to accompany dad to the doctor before going to work till the end of the day.

Now I just wish everybody to be alright, everyone to be happy, everything to be settled, have a better 2011. :(

我的死党.

2011-01-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Love it when I get to sit with them during lectures. Love it when we scribbled on each other's notes like nobody's business. Love it when we make fun of others secretly and Sy will always say '你们很bad leh' Love it when I find either one of them in school in between my classes/after classes. Love it when we kp each other when we bought sala things for each other. Love it when I get their texts randomly when I'm in school. Just love it when I've these friends because to me, they're called the real friends.

Because...

2011-01-11T23:44:00.001+08:00

I have wonderful friends like this who will understand me the best. Happy belated birthday Weimin, if you happen to see this. I'm sorry I couldn't turn up for the celebration but I know you guys enjoyed it :)

So far 2011 was not a very good year for me. As much as I don't wanna be superstitious but I guess the bad luck has got to do with being 19. I still have 4 more months to go, time please fly!!

Oh well, minus the drama we had that night, what else can we do besides burying our heads into projects? FYP... Individual... FYP... Back to individual again. I'm already secretly making plans on how to make my after-grad life as wonderful as it can be. Probably some getaway trip, some unexpected plans to make my life a little more interesting... Or maybe just some chillax life that I always wanted to have..

LET'S COUNTDOWN BABIES, ONE MORE MTH TO THE END OF POLY LIFE!

2011-01-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

So busy to the extent that I already forgotten the feeling of having fun during Christmas. Since the third day of 2011 I've been constantly greeted by projects, projects, nothing but projects. Upon seeing the deadlines of the 4 IJs will scare me enough already. Sigh............. :<

2011-01-02T14:26:00.001+08:00

Thanks to the scv I have at home, I'm addicted to this hk drama at the moment but I can't afford to watch when the amount of workload is like........ zzz CAN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE, part of my life is definitely going for this hk dramas ^^

Nua another... 30mins and I'll be going back to my project, I promise :( 9AM LECTURE TOMORROW FML.

We'll just forget about the past, enjoy the present and create the happiest memories together.

2010-12-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

I don't even feel like its the last day of 2010 and in another 24hours' time, it's 2011. Another year has passed, another year of eventful activities, be it good or bad, its all over. Looking back at all my archives for the past 12 months, I don't even remember those took place previously. All the laughter and tears that were experienced in the past 364days..

I don't wanna spend time typing paragraphs here because I've been doing the same thing every year. But time passed too fast, isn't it?! We'll all graduate in few week's time, in not more than 2 months to be exact. Sometimes I just wish there's some device that we can stop the time as and when we could.

I don't know what the future holds, I just hope everything would stay the same, no more drama - come what may. What about the future? Who knows? Just live to the fullest, make decisions that you won't regret, spend the time like its' your last and be happy.